I swear, my family is really starting to piss me off today. I had big plans tonight to go to homecoming for a while or whatever just to see really how the high schools dances were.. Whatever, all I really wanted to do is to start controversy.. Anywho, all fucking today I have been busy. My sisters fucking car broke down, I had to fucking fix that ( Read more... )

This really sucks... Ok today I learned that this one guy who I like who reminds me of Mike the one whom I mentioned in previous entrees, his name is Matt. I learned that he is bi. (ironically) but, 2 things that are sort of depressing, he went out with my X last year, and something was going on.. (THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE JEFF!)Anywho.. that is one ( Read more... )

Ok tonight was well nice, I met this one guy Richard who one of my friends hooked me up with. I am not really for sure how to explain him all that much. He is sort of a rugged boy, and I wouldn’t necessarily call him all that hot. ALTHOUGH he is really sexy, which is a bigger plus that being hot. And my view of guys being hot is totally different ( Read more... )

Yesterday was nice, I stayed after school and went to the french club meeting nothing much was disscussed, but yeah, I think I am going to really be apart of it this year. But that wasnt the highlight of my day... I was walking around the school and found my freind Michelle walking around, I joined her and she was on her way to the thespian club ( Read more... )

its been a long time since I wrote in this, I know. God I hate myself so much right now. Mike isnt going to be on this weekend, the only weekend that I am not busy for the first time in like a month. Chris isnt on and I am down. I feel like cutting myself right now. Tonight I was supposed to go out with some freinds but I am not going to. I really ( Read more... )

Yeah today really sucks. I got a bus slip from a bitch that drove my bus on friday, I cant stand thos black ass bitches, not that I am racist or anything it is just I hate it when black people think that just because what happend half a century ago they desrve something out of it when most of them werent even around back then.. Whatever ( Read more... )

I really miss Mike right now. I dont think that we have talked in like 3 weeks now. I really really miss him. I hate being so busy with shit in my life. I wish that he could live closer that way I would DEFINITLEY cancel plans every weekend just for him. Yeah but I know that I am going to be too busy again to really get on.. It is 1:25 and I have ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. Today was interesting.. I learned some more things about Dylan B. and yeah, that was interesting.. I finally know his entire schedule. Creepy, I know but that is me.. hahahaha. Yeah today was an early release day and I turned 17, yeah for me.. Another year of my life that I have fucking lived. This really sucks.. Me and Jaymie finally had ( Read more... )

The past couple of days I have gotten closer to my freind Jaymie. Last night we went all over this part of town with our other freind Jessica. I learned tonight when I was with her and her ex Travis who recently broke up with that she actually does shit (like X and shit). Though not for sure what. Anywho, we were chilling with some of our other ( Read more... )

heheh for the first time in forever i am at school on their shitty ass server. Well it is T1 but still sites are blocked... Anywho, just sittin on my ass here in this credit recovery class. I just found out that I can know the phone number to one of my crushes, his name is (well i am going to insert this later) though I know his phoning number ( Read more... )