FUN STUFF! yeah....
Hmmm.. Today was interesting.. I learned some more things about Dylan B. and yeah, that was interesting.. I finally know his entire schedule. Creepy, I know but that is me.. hahahaha. Yeah today was an early release day and I turned 17, yeah for me.. Another year of my life that I have fucking lived. This really sucks.. Me and Jaymie finally had our luncheon! Anywho, I was hanging out with Noel, Travis, and Jaymie. This was fun Travis, as we all know I have had a crush on since the day that I really noticed him, and he gave me a lap dance. I sorta got an erection and had to slap my self in the face mentally not to get one. He was seriously like all over me, though I REALLY liked it. He seriously like shoved his cock in my face pratically, it was interesting. We also traded shirts and my $25 Express undershirt went from a small to like a large. But it was worn by Travis, so it is worthy of being framed, and hung in a living room with track lighting. I think that I am a little obsessed with him, even though I seriously think in the back of my head that he likes me like a crush yet, is scared that if I know then we will end up going out leading to me hating him, and yeah, I really dont want that to happen cause he is one fucking awesome dude. Yeah but I saw Dylan's pubes and I was just sorta like :O... OMFG! And for a while I just sat in this chair like absolutley in a mental shock. I also learned that he is uncut, which is one of my weird fetishes out of like 8... Yeah but I find that interesting.. I finally smoked a cigarette after like 2 weeks and before that it was like a month. I was trying to resist it but I couldnt. And I also licked Travis's nipple! That was just fucking awesome. And we discussed matters of yeah the bedroom scene... It was fun. When I went home I fell asleep and woke up later to find that it was 10 and home alone. I got depressed for some reason and really didnt want to eat, but I forced myself. I felt like shit (mentally) for making myself eat. And I slept with my Express shirt that night.. Just like the night that he let me wear his jersey, I wore that to sleep though. I also put my wrist bands on him and he is the only person besides myself that has ever worn either of them. I also made a somewhat odd desktop for my lap top, I will have to post it. Yeah but I would really like to talk to Mike, one of my online crushes or Chris...