THIS FUCKING SUCKS
Yeah today really sucks. I got a bus slip from a bitch that drove my bus on friday, I cant stand thos black ass bitches, not that I am racist or anything it is just I hate it when black people think that just because what happend half a century ago they desrve something out of it when most of them werent even around back then.. Whatever..
Anywho, on another note, I finally know all of Dylan's schedule except his 4th period.. hehehe, yeah I am such a stalker, so what.. Before 7th period I was talking with Jaymie, my link to Dylan and she saw him and went up to him. I followed and noticed that him and his freinds both were talking about how he is bi. And how he likes to kiss guys. I was like WOW! AMAZING! YEah but he came up to me like all subductivley and was starting to get all over me, giving me a panick attack worse than the night that Jaymie made me say hi to him that fatal friday night. Yeah but I was thinking about it in my US History class, god it is so fucking dreadful. I hate that class, stupid republican bitch, (yeah, I am a democrat, and I hate all republicans and think that they need to go to hell! Accepting that most of them try to bond church and state. whatever..) Yeah but I am failing that class I think that I am this nine weeks meaning that my parents arent going to get me my permit again or something. I really dont give a shit, it is my life, I know it is going to be short so I am going to go by my own way. I must post my view of life somewhere. Anywho, I still havent washed the white express shirt that Travis wore, and dont really intend on it too soon. I never really wear it anyways, so its not a problem.
During lunch before that incident happend with Dylan Travis showed me his rib that he broke boxing. That was like *ouch*. Yeah I hate to see him like that so much, but once again it goes back to my view of life. FUCK YOUR BODY AND LIFE SHORT. Basically that is what it is, though more detailed. Yeah but I am really depressed once again for some stupid ass reason. I hate it when I am like this. It is annoying. I am trying to look up something that will keep me asleep for like 2 days. Like drugs that I can mix. I would like to do that just to scare the living shit out of my parents who I hate right now cause they were trying to guilt trip me. But they probly wouldnt even notice. That is sad, I think that they know that I am depressed though they dont do shit at all to help it. Wow SOME PARENTS I HAVE! My life fucking sucks.
Anywho, on another note, I finally know all of Dylan's schedule except his 4th period.. hehehe, yeah I am such a stalker, so what.. Before 7th period I was talking with Jaymie, my link to Dylan and she saw him and went up to him. I followed and noticed that him and his freinds both were talking about how he is bi. And how he likes to kiss guys. I was like WOW! AMAZING! YEah but he came up to me like all subductivley and was starting to get all over me, giving me a panick attack worse than the night that Jaymie made me say hi to him that fatal friday night. Yeah but I was thinking about it in my US History class, god it is so fucking dreadful. I hate that class, stupid republican bitch, (yeah, I am a democrat, and I hate all republicans and think that they need to go to hell! Accepting that most of them try to bond church and state. whatever..) Yeah but I am failing that class I think that I am this nine weeks meaning that my parents arent going to get me my permit again or something. I really dont give a shit, it is my life, I know it is going to be short so I am going to go by my own way. I must post my view of life somewhere. Anywho, I still havent washed the white express shirt that Travis wore, and dont really intend on it too soon. I never really wear it anyways, so its not a problem.
During lunch before that incident happend with Dylan Travis showed me his rib that he broke boxing. That was like *ouch*. Yeah I hate to see him like that so much, but once again it goes back to my view of life. FUCK YOUR BODY AND LIFE SHORT. Basically that is what it is, though more detailed. Yeah but I am really depressed once again for some stupid ass reason. I hate it when I am like this. It is annoying. I am trying to look up something that will keep me asleep for like 2 days. Like drugs that I can mix. I would like to do that just to scare the living shit out of my parents who I hate right now cause they were trying to guilt trip me. But they probly wouldnt even notice. That is sad, I think that they know that I am depressed though they dont do shit at all to help it. Wow SOME PARENTS I HAVE! My life fucking sucks.