I will never succeed, I will never get into the grad schools I want, I will never become a journalist and I will probably fail being a guitarist ( Read more... )

I will never find love; I'm just a pathetic ugly loser.

On March 2nd, I reached my 22 birthday ( Read more... )

That I'm going nowhere; at least not anywhere I really want to be.
That I'm "wasting time."

I feel so impotent at the face of this absurd universe, of this unfair life.

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A cruel tantalizing cosmic joke, a curse, tragically hopeless ( Read more... )

There are many people who like you because you're gorgeous, and I cannot deny the fact that you're rather beautiful.

But it's your passionate spirit,
your talented self,
your independence and confidence
your sense of ambition
your willingness for adventure,
In the end, everything about you: your personality

That's what truly caught my eye.

like her ( Read more... )

She gives me feelings of yearning, confidence...warm fuzzy feelings

...and feel like an accursed fool.

Sometimes I can't stand myself, my circumstances, the tantalizing.

dammit

It's hard to describe the feelings I have ( Read more... )