"My love for you has no strings attached. I love you for free."
It's hard to describe the feelings I have.
It's more like some kind of admiration, deep sense of respect.
It's sensing a similar spirit: passionate, free, adventurous.
Feeling grateful for such a nice, kind, and exciting friend.
Deserving of a certain kind of love.
Intrigued, interested.
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Nevertheless, it still feels...problematic.
Perhaps it's because I do not want to fall in love with anyone if I'm not totally and correctly sure if they feel the same way, etc.
I don't want to be let down anymore, I don't want to feel my spirits crushed.
I want to be happy, I want peace of mind, yet one cannot just deny their feelings; no matter how bothersome.
I want her to be happy.
I give my "feelings"...
expecting nothing; despite the delusions of the heart.
I'm grateful for as it is.
It's more like some kind of admiration, deep sense of respect.
It's sensing a similar spirit: passionate, free, adventurous.
Feeling grateful for such a nice, kind, and exciting friend.
Deserving of a certain kind of love.
Intrigued, interested.
---------------------
Nevertheless, it still feels...problematic.
Perhaps it's because I do not want to fall in love with anyone if I'm not totally and correctly sure if they feel the same way, etc.
I don't want to be let down anymore, I don't want to feel my spirits crushed.
I want to be happy, I want peace of mind, yet one cannot just deny their feelings; no matter how bothersome.
I want her to be happy.
I give my "feelings"...
expecting nothing; despite the delusions of the heart.
I'm grateful for as it is.