I am convinced that the people who live in this building have friend's that are fucking morons, It is currently 5am, excuse me, 5:05 AM and there is an idiot in the parking lot outside my building who has been sitting in his car beeping his horn for the past 10 minutes. At the moment I am holding myself back from getting dressed and going down ( Read more... )

Alright I have it on here that I'm taken but really I'm not sure that I am, Monday was the last day I spoke to K. On Sunday I told him I'd be his girl because he seemed to want it so badly, but now this fool ain't pickin up his phone, ain't callin me back and really now, fuck him. If you my man you need to answer the phone when I call or there will ( Read more... )

Josh moved in here last friday, its been a week but it feels like so much longer but atleast this time I don't feel the strong feeling to kill him all the time, as I did when Stephanie was living here. This week has been very interesting ( Read more... )

Why do I keep getting bad news, what the fuck, seriously. So bottom line is my case is gonna get closed and im going to be kicked out of the GED class, why? keep reading ( Read more... )

So a ton has happened since I last posted an entry, First off I am sick and I missed my class today which really sucks because social services is not accepting distance learning work to make up hours anymore, I don't know what this means for me, seeing as I can't work or be around a ton of people. When I went to school yesterday, I went on two ( Read more... )

Poem I wrote about Josh, seriously thinking of giving it to him, sick of all the BS ( Read more... )

So My mom & Matt came and got me at 12:30pm, and we went to my aunts house, as soon as I got in the car Matt was like, I brought something for you, It's used & it used to be mine but I thought you'd like it. It was a fullsize digtal camara, I screamed, I swear, I have a mini DC but it sucks so hell yeah I was excited as hell, finally. Matt rocks, I ( Read more... )

Yesterday Stephanie came over around 2pm & we were supposed to smoke, but He wasn't home so we just walked up to wendys and got food. Then we came back to my house & smoked the little roach I had left over from Tuesday, Then we started watching some weird ass movie on lifetime. We left here about 4pm, because Stephanie told her boyfriend that we ( Read more... )

Friday: There was a bit of drama, aparently Roberto (sons father) decided it would just be perfect, since he was going to have a bad birthday (his birthday was on Sunday), that he just had to ruin (or rather, try to ruin) mine as well. A few month's back, Roberto told me that he THOUGHT that Stephanie, stole 700 dollars from her mom, I don't think ( Read more... )

was alright to say the least, Roberto called here this afternoon begging me to bring him milk I told him I'd try. Took a shower and all that, Josh came through right before I left and then my mom came & got me. We went to get my grandparents, loaded all their shit into the car & took off. Got downtown around 5:15, found a place to park, found a ( Read more... )