Drama
Alright I have it on here that I'm taken but really I'm not sure that I am, Monday was the last day I spoke to K. On Sunday I told him I'd be his girl because he seemed to want it so badly, but now this fool ain't pickin up his phone, ain't callin me back and really now, fuck him. If you my man you need to answer the phone when I call or there will be some fucking problems. Maybe I'm to picky cause guys I dated in the past I saw every day, if I didn't see them we talked every day and I know they'd always call back. It's been 3 days and this ass ain't callin, wtf. I speak to my ex boyfriends more then I speak to him, that's a problem, seriously.
Yesterday, I wanted to smoke, had the money so I met Stephanie down at south campus and we went to her bud spot, which happened to be right around the corner from my babies father's house, so I waited outside while she went in. I was tryin to call people because I was standin at a bus stop and mad buses were comin and I had to step back everytime a bus passed and people were lookin at me kinda weird. So I called her mom and had her call Roberto to see if Chanel was there cause I wanted to see my son, she called back and told me that Roberto said it was alright. I was waitin on stephanie to come out the barber shop (don't ask, thats where her weed dude, works), bascally dude sells weed out the shop, anyways while I'm waiting some crackhead comes up to me and he's all "can I have a hug", I was like wtf hell no. Then he's like "But your so tall and so sexy, please" and I'm like, if you don't get the hell away from me I'm going to beat the shit out of you, then he looks at me and he's all, "I think I'd like that", I was like alright then and walked away from him. Stephanie came out and said it was going to be a wait, so I told her I was going to Robertos and to come there when she was done.
I walked to Robertos, spent some time with my son, she comes and Roberto's all "You can smoke here, if you smoke in the bathroom" and I'm like no, so we left and took the train back to south campus, while we're waiting for the bus, this hot ass black guy comes up to us and tries to talk to her. First thing out this girls mouth is "I'm a christian, I'm not having sex with you, I have herpies, I'm not having sex with you", swear on everything, I'm like damn you just put it all out there. They talked for awhile but he's not a christian, and she won't date a non christian, I won't either, so I feel her. We went back to her hood, which is Amherst but people over there think it's the hood and they tryin to turn the allenhurst apartments into the allenhurst projects.
People over there act all hard and I be over there lookin at them, and I'm like "You know you live in amherst right, this is the suburbs, stop tryin to bring the hood to the suburbs, its not working". Anyways we stopped off at the store to get some food and I bought her some pop, then we went to her house and we smoked, and we watched some of American Idol but it was wack, all them guys they suck and they got to go. After American Idol, we watched "are you smarter then a 5th grader" or whatever that show is called, Stephanie and I were trying to answer the questions all high and I was like, damn I don't remember yesterday, I damn sure don't remember the 1st grade.
I left at like 11pm, came home and went to sleep.
Today, I wake up to Josh throwin snowballs at my window and I flipped him off and ingored him. Some how the fucker got in the building so he knocked at my door and I looked out the peep hole and was like wtf you want and he's all I want to talk, so I opened the door and I'm like I ain't got shit to say to you, you tried to get at my friend and he's all, let me get a hug, so I hugged him. He swore on a bible (he wanted to) that he never had sex in my bed with anyone besides me, then I said I wanted him to swear that He never had sex with anyone period and that he never tried to get at Stephanie, then he said he did try to get at her but it was way before he tried to get at me. Then he said that he did call her and say some shit but only cause he knew she was going to tell me, Then I screwed him cause I needed it and he sprayed on mad of my body spray after cause he wanted to smell like me or some shit he said, I think it's kinda gay actually but cute in away.
Honestly for me it's just a fucking relationship cause I don't trust him and he really really has to prove I can trust him, He said he didn't want K around me, He didn't want me fucking K but he gotta prove himself to me cause really it ain't goin down like that again.
Aparently Josh told everyone about the myspace thing, everyone whose seen me, who knows me, he said to them to hit me if they saw me and I told him anyone who hits me I'm going to beat the shit out of. He told me Nicole wanted to fight me and I said I wish she would have and He said he told her that it wasn't going down like she thought it would, cause I'm crazy. Right on point, Let some dumb ass motherfuckers hit me for this BS, I don't fight clean, I don't fight like a bitch, ain't no hair pullin and all that shit. I fight like a dude. Damn I ain't been in a fight since 2002 and it was against a dude. But now I know why I'm gettin all those weird ass looks on the train and shit, all this over some myspace page, it's stupid.
When I did that shit I was drunk and I told Josh that and he was like, Obviously and I had just heard he tried to get at my friend, so I was pissed. For me, being drunk and being pissed off is really not a good combo, I wanted revenge and I did what I did, it is what it is. I regret it but obviously he is not mad at me anymore since he showed up at my house today, so everyone else needs to get the fuck over it too.
My mom asked if Josh was gone, cause I think she likes him and I told her that he lied about the bed sex thing and she said obviously, she said it sounded kinda fishy to her. I trust her judgement, she's never been wrong. Josh said he'd take a lie dector test if I paid for it, so I think I should give both him and stephanie one and see whose tellin the truth. don't see any other option here.
Yesterday, I wanted to smoke, had the money so I met Stephanie down at south campus and we went to her bud spot, which happened to be right around the corner from my babies father's house, so I waited outside while she went in. I was tryin to call people because I was standin at a bus stop and mad buses were comin and I had to step back everytime a bus passed and people were lookin at me kinda weird. So I called her mom and had her call Roberto to see if Chanel was there cause I wanted to see my son, she called back and told me that Roberto said it was alright. I was waitin on stephanie to come out the barber shop (don't ask, thats where her weed dude, works), bascally dude sells weed out the shop, anyways while I'm waiting some crackhead comes up to me and he's all "can I have a hug", I was like wtf hell no. Then he's like "But your so tall and so sexy, please" and I'm like, if you don't get the hell away from me I'm going to beat the shit out of you, then he looks at me and he's all, "I think I'd like that", I was like alright then and walked away from him. Stephanie came out and said it was going to be a wait, so I told her I was going to Robertos and to come there when she was done.
I walked to Robertos, spent some time with my son, she comes and Roberto's all "You can smoke here, if you smoke in the bathroom" and I'm like no, so we left and took the train back to south campus, while we're waiting for the bus, this hot ass black guy comes up to us and tries to talk to her. First thing out this girls mouth is "I'm a christian, I'm not having sex with you, I have herpies, I'm not having sex with you", swear on everything, I'm like damn you just put it all out there. They talked for awhile but he's not a christian, and she won't date a non christian, I won't either, so I feel her. We went back to her hood, which is Amherst but people over there think it's the hood and they tryin to turn the allenhurst apartments into the allenhurst projects.
People over there act all hard and I be over there lookin at them, and I'm like "You know you live in amherst right, this is the suburbs, stop tryin to bring the hood to the suburbs, its not working". Anyways we stopped off at the store to get some food and I bought her some pop, then we went to her house and we smoked, and we watched some of American Idol but it was wack, all them guys they suck and they got to go. After American Idol, we watched "are you smarter then a 5th grader" or whatever that show is called, Stephanie and I were trying to answer the questions all high and I was like, damn I don't remember yesterday, I damn sure don't remember the 1st grade.
I left at like 11pm, came home and went to sleep.
Today, I wake up to Josh throwin snowballs at my window and I flipped him off and ingored him. Some how the fucker got in the building so he knocked at my door and I looked out the peep hole and was like wtf you want and he's all I want to talk, so I opened the door and I'm like I ain't got shit to say to you, you tried to get at my friend and he's all, let me get a hug, so I hugged him. He swore on a bible (he wanted to) that he never had sex in my bed with anyone besides me, then I said I wanted him to swear that He never had sex with anyone period and that he never tried to get at Stephanie, then he said he did try to get at her but it was way before he tried to get at me. Then he said that he did call her and say some shit but only cause he knew she was going to tell me, Then I screwed him cause I needed it and he sprayed on mad of my body spray after cause he wanted to smell like me or some shit he said, I think it's kinda gay actually but cute in away.
Honestly for me it's just a fucking relationship cause I don't trust him and he really really has to prove I can trust him, He said he didn't want K around me, He didn't want me fucking K but he gotta prove himself to me cause really it ain't goin down like that again.
Aparently Josh told everyone about the myspace thing, everyone whose seen me, who knows me, he said to them to hit me if they saw me and I told him anyone who hits me I'm going to beat the shit out of. He told me Nicole wanted to fight me and I said I wish she would have and He said he told her that it wasn't going down like she thought it would, cause I'm crazy. Right on point, Let some dumb ass motherfuckers hit me for this BS, I don't fight clean, I don't fight like a bitch, ain't no hair pullin and all that shit. I fight like a dude. Damn I ain't been in a fight since 2002 and it was against a dude. But now I know why I'm gettin all those weird ass looks on the train and shit, all this over some myspace page, it's stupid.
When I did that shit I was drunk and I told Josh that and he was like, Obviously and I had just heard he tried to get at my friend, so I was pissed. For me, being drunk and being pissed off is really not a good combo, I wanted revenge and I did what I did, it is what it is. I regret it but obviously he is not mad at me anymore since he showed up at my house today, so everyone else needs to get the fuck over it too.
My mom asked if Josh was gone, cause I think she likes him and I told her that he lied about the bed sex thing and she said obviously, she said it sounded kinda fishy to her. I trust her judgement, she's never been wrong. Josh said he'd take a lie dector test if I paid for it, so I think I should give both him and stephanie one and see whose tellin the truth. don't see any other option here.