alright then lowdown ( Read more... )

ok ok ill update ( Read more... )

well, once again, its been a while since ive updated. a lot has gone down ( Read more... )

This world is so lonely sometimes. i could be with everybody and feel like im alone in the room ( Read more... )

ok, so since the heartbreak, ive been cut from teh volleyball team, reaccepted as a manager and now practice wtih the team. my mom has been rushed, convulsing, to teh hospital. now shes home and ok. this is what my life has been like the past week and a half. complete and utter hell ( Read more... )

ouch ( Read more... )

i have been so fucking busy. its out of control. more volleyball than i can swallow in one day. this entire week ive been teaching little girls volleyball from 830 to 12 with my coach at the school. at 12, most of my team would leave the little girls camp for Brandeis College in Waltham for MASSPIKE volleyball camp til 4. id get home around 5 and ( Read more... )

yay happy day.haha ( Read more... )

so summer still sucks. its getting better, but it still sucks ( Read more... )

well its been almost a week since ive seen mike. im holding up...alright. ive talked to him a few times. i called him on his bday at 12 to sing happy birthday. that was nice. but the rest of the times, i was...shafted, i guess the word is. i feel lonely, i guess. five minute convos containing "how are you"s and "goodbye"s arent enough to fill the ( Read more... )