well, once again, its been a while since ive updated. a lot has gone down.
big E was good. more heartache, more crying, but still a good time. bra contest was intimidating and little freshman trying to look just pissed me off. but im over it. there was really no winner. we all just showed our boobs for nothing lol. never got to ride the ferris wheel. so that tradition was tainted. ummm. got to watch them get close. again.
big e was also elliots birthday. hes now the big one five! woot. hes getting so big. haha. watch out ladies.
volleyball has been good. still coaches manager but im now being upgraded to jv i guess. and i get to sit on varsity bench. thats nice.
football game was fun. crunchy gave me a lollipop and anthony gave me a hug and we made each other feel cool because i was in my band uniform.ummm...went out to eat afterwards with the crew. that was...interesting.
moms more of her bipolar self. trying to stay strong. trying to hold up this crashing fort of a home im living in. but im not strong enough, and my mentality is breaking. hence a therapist, whom i asked for, comes in. shes nice. and i can vent and break down and laugh all at the same time and seh wont make fun of me or anything. its nice. she wants me to keep writing my poetry and spending time with happy people and talking to chris before bed, because its a good release before i sleep.
spent time with nik riendeau today. that was fun. went to wendy's. hes a cool cat.
umm what else. oh, christopher, you will be glad to hear that i have finally sent your package. and you better be visiting on christmas break for my birthday. hehe.
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