Shit. Seriously? C'mon, seriously? There is absolutely no way that this is still going on. It's been about a hundred years! How is it possible? I thought the feelings were gone. I'm so confused. It's like, do I still have these feelings? And if I do, does he have them back? If its not feelings, then what is it? And is it normal, or am I crazy? This ( Read more... )

I cant do it anymore. My heart aches too much and I cannot bear it any longer. I can no longer waste my time caring for you. I spent so much wasted time and energy doing so, and what did it get me? Any angry adolescent who knows nothing of commitment, love, or even himself. And what good would that person do me? Nothing. I don't want that. I don't ( Read more... )

Ever since I was little and started going to Sunday school, I knew I wouldn't wait til marriage to lose my virginity. I knew I couldn't, I wouldn't be able to. Even at a young age, I knew how important sex was to a human being. Even though I knew this, I also told myself that although I wouldn't wait til marriage, that I would only sleep with men I ( Read more... )

I had to let everyone know I got laid. Just letting everyone know. It happened on the 26th, but i just now felt like letting all of LIVEJOURNAL know. Oh? And guess who it was with!

I was so used to sex lasting only a couple seconds long [sorry J, but im not going to lie lol], and he lasted fucking forever. it was incredible. ahahaha =DDDD

Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road

Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don't ever let go Oh No

I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh No they can't

I'm driving fast now
Don't think I ( Read more... )

when i made up my mind
and my heart along with that
to live not for myself
but yet for God
somebody said
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me so unsure of these
things i ask myself
i ask myself
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

i'm getting ( Read more... )

We're kissing without kissing,
And got it down to a fine art
Love's supposed to keep you young and frisky,
But we grew up and wide apart
Not now, not ever, no… it's never a good time
How will the good times ever roll on?
Comparing photos then and now, now and then,
Just wondering…(wondering) where it all went wrong

Low light…mercury morning…
No need to stay ( Read more... )

Love feels like heartbreak and heartbeat.
It feels like uncontented happiness.
It's warmth and aching.
With each blink of the eye,
the heart races.
With each smile,
the heart races.
With each held hand,
the heart races.
Each steamy glance,
and lock of lips,
the heart races.
Each ragged breath,
and steady climb,
the heart races.
With each thrust to the core,
my  ( Read more... )

i like the nice guys.
i like the guys who will ask if youre ok.
i like the guys who will hug you when you need it
and back off when you don't.
i like the guys who pay for me.
i like the guys who don't know i just snuck money into your wallet.
i like the guys who giggle.
i like the guys who laugh at everything.
i like the guys who don't care about my ( Read more... )

THANK YOU.
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p.s. i like him lots.
=]
[giggles like school girl.]
=]