Awkward
Shit. Seriously? C'mon, seriously? There is absolutely no way that this is still going on. It's been about a hundred years! How is it possible? I thought the feelings were gone. I'm so confused. It's like, do I still have these feelings? And if I do, does he have them back? If its not feelings, then what is it? And is it normal, or am I crazy? This shit sucks. Theres no other way to put it. If I cut it off, and re-open those skeletons, then I lose. I can't do that. I can't let everyone know that I still have this going on in my mind. I don't know what to do. Fuck.