Ugh.
I cant do it anymore. My heart aches too much and I cannot bear it any longer. I can no longer waste my time caring for you. I spent so much wasted time and energy doing so, and what did it get me? Any angry adolescent who knows nothing of commitment, love, or even himself. And what good would that person do me? Nothing. I don't want that. I don't need that. I deserve better than that.
I am done with stupid, immature teenage boys. Grow the fuck up. Get over yourself. You are no better than a boy who hits a girl. You are no better than a boy who deserts a girl when she needs him most. You put yourself up on this pedestal, where you do not belong. You are no better than the dirt on the ground.
I do not blame you though. I can't. It isn't your fault that you're this way. No, of course not. You're parents deserted you. You have never seen real commitment, real love. I would have shown you, I tried to show you. It is not my fault that you are blinded by your own vanity, by your own self-importance.
Help yourself, because I cannot do it.
I do this shit all the fucking damn time.
I am done with stupid, immature teenage boys. Grow the fuck up. Get over yourself. You are no better than a boy who hits a girl. You are no better than a boy who deserts a girl when she needs him most. You put yourself up on this pedestal, where you do not belong. You are no better than the dirt on the ground.
I do not blame you though. I can't. It isn't your fault that you're this way. No, of course not. You're parents deserted you. You have never seen real commitment, real love. I would have shown you, I tried to show you. It is not my fault that you are blinded by your own vanity, by your own self-importance.
Help yourself, because I cannot do it.
I do this shit all the fucking damn time.