damn it. i don't want to see you anymore.
i want you out of my sentences, my head, and most of all, my heart. 
i don't see you anymore, not physically...
but i see you when i don't expect to, when i don't want to...when i close my eyes. 
fuck. 
i don't want you back god damn it. i don't. 
i want to be nice to you. but i can't do that without you and ( Read more... )

sad day.
whats there to say?
ill miss everyone.

and ill miss you.
even if i shouldnt.
even if its wrong.
even if i cant.
i will.
ill miss you.
ill never see you again.

Cant believe its actually over.
We've waited 18 years for this.
We've been through the good times
and the bad.
old friendships.
new ones.
broken ones.
strong ones.
We've been through the lovers, 
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Charlie died last night. I can't believe it. I'm not ready for all of this. I can't take it. Right after prom, and right before graduation. I can't believe it. This past week has sucked a lot. 
First it was my brother and the fight
Then it was Lucas and the fight
Then what happened with Jesse
Then Melissa and the fight
Then Bobby and the fight
Now ( Read more... )

I found out today about what happened. It made me so upset, and I spent all of fourth hour crying my eyes out. But it isn't about me. It's about you. I am so sorry. You don't deserve this pain, and I am so sorry. My heart broke for you. I can't imagine what it's like. I still can't believe it. I really hope you read this. My heart goes out to you ( Read more... )

anyone can read this, but you'll know if your the one meant for it ( Read more... )

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so here are some pictures of my crazy saturday:

Lucas, Me, and Zach
[i look REALLY bad. lol. see my doubles!!]


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i cant wait til tomorrow. its friday, and friday means party. i have a stash in my closet right now, bacardi razz, bacardi limon, coronas [<3], and grey goose. omfg, i love to party lol.

COUNTDOWNS1 day til friday [party ( Read more... )

so whatsup ( Read more... )

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