RIP Charlie 01.21.84 - 05.14.06
Charlie died last night. I can't believe it. I'm not ready for all of this. I can't take it. Right after prom, and right before graduation. I can't believe it. This past week has sucked a lot.
First it was my brother and the fight
Then it was Lucas and the fight
Then what happened with Jesse
Then Melissa and the fight
Then Bobby and the fight
Now Charlie dieing.
What makes anyone think I can take that? I can't take that.
He was there for me when no one else was. When everyone left my side. When I turned my back on the world, he was there to face me. He covered me, shielded me. He helped me through so much, and I took advantage of that.
I am so sorry for what I've done Charlie. As much as we had our differences, I would have never wished this on you or your family. Your parents must be going through hell, losing three sons in 10 years. Thats difficult. Please dont have left me anything, I don't deserve anything from you.
I love you
Always have, Always will.