After all we been through, I realized how much we are connected to one another. You’re the light that brings the smile into my face. And I am the light that guides your path ( Read more... )

What do you do when one day your perfect world comes crashing down? Something you thought would never diminish, so sturdy it could stand the test of time. How do you rebuild those walls, the ones you spent countless hours building piece by piece with your heart and soul? Even If those walls could be replaced, things would never be the same. The ( Read more... )

All those pessimistic thoughts should be leveled with a good entry. Simon is right, my journal is depressing. I guess I don’t find writing about how great my life is worth my time. It just feels like I am disgusting the world. I guess I’m going to disgust away today ( Read more... )

I hate the way I feel like nothing is going right in my life. There isn’t any real concrete reason for me to feel remotely close to this. Things in my life have been good, better than I’ve seen my life in years. I guess days like this makes me feel down about the little things that normally wouldn’t bother me. Like how things in my relationship ( Read more... )

I felt like I was living in a dream, that for once everything in my life was perfect. I for once deserve to be happy. I was afraid that I will wake up and realize my world is just the way it was supposed to be, that a girl like me should never feel happiness. And that every bite of happiness means I’m robbing some ones else’s. I thought for once, ( Read more... )

It was late at night and had nothing else better to do. So I ended up watching a sappy love story all by myself. The Holiday was one of those typical love stories with happy ending. Instead of it giving me some kind of hope in my so called "love-life", it just made me break down into tears at four A.M. How great is that? One reason why I stayed ( Read more... )

After awhile sadness somehow turned itself to anger. Instead of crying over what I did or did not do, I’m pissed off, what is worst is I feel like I have the right to be. You think if you were in a relationship with someone for more almost six years the other person would actually tell you how they felt or even just try to fix it. Well, unless it ( Read more... )

For the first time I feel free. I’m hurt, but at the same time feel so free. This new found freedom can be scary at times, but I know I have the strength to get through it. Plus I’m glade I have all my friends here to help me and talk to me and totally help me to the next step of my life. During the days I feel fine, but it is those lonely nights ( Read more... )

Days has been better, Thank you to all that helped me through it =) although knowing me, I well not take half of everyone’s advises, I am still grateful. I find myself much happier, with a clearer vision of my life. Everything happens for a reason and I truly believe finding out about this made me a stronger person and allowed me to look at my life ( Read more... )

Looking back that was the hardest time for me ( Read more... )