These days I’ve been thinking about many things for myself, for instance, my future. I may not know what I want to do for a living, but one thing I know for sure is my entire goal at this moment is finding one thing that truly makes me happy. I haven’t been truly happy for years now. I laugh and play once and a while, but never feel truly content ( Read more... )

I have lost my link to school. In the beginning of the school year I was excited, proud, and even glad I was taking a leap for myself to accomplish a goal society wanted. To encourage me I bought a laptop and was given a Nano along with my journey. How would I know that three months later my encouragements would be taken by a stranger that will not ( Read more... )

At work, a random person walked by the door with a handful of pink roses in a vase with baby’s breath to make the final touch. Seeing the man walked by reminded me of the past flowers I’ve gotten, whether it was just one single rose or a dozen of them, I felt jealous of the lucky person that would receive them. For I know it would be a long time ( Read more... )

It is night when the world is quite and you are all alone in your room, where random thoughts all comes together waiting for you to sort them out, position each thought in its rightful place, ones you like to delete and others filed away. Some may get lost in this process while others simply forgotten. The lucky ones find its way in your memory ( Read more... )

Its amazing how girls rather fall for the wrong one when the right guy is right in front of their faces. Why does the nice guy finish last? It is because we as girls as just blind at the realization a guy can possibly be remotely as sweet as those dreamy guys we drool over in romance movies and novels? Or is it because we simply want the challenge ( Read more... )

Wow another new year…(yeah, this is a bite late.) Just haven’t found the right time where I really wanted to sit in front of the computer and type my thoughts. This year had its share of ups and downs like every other year. One thing I know for sure is I enjoyed growing and learning from everything that had happened (sounds corny). I faced the fear ( Read more... )

I am still sadden at the fact Jessica and Nick are divorcing. They look like the world’s sweetest couple and within years it has all came tumbling down. I always admired that relationship they had, adored their good times and bad on Newlyweds. I’ve always thought my relationship could be just as romantic and interesting as theirs. They showed me ( Read more... )

The other day when my whole family was out eating we were discussing the fact we haven’t bought candy for Halloween, I figured since I didn’t have class the next day till 4:00 I could go buy them. The first time I said it nobody cared to listen nor acknowledged I’ve even spoken a word. I thought maybe, just maybe, they didn’t hear me, dumb enough, ( Read more... )

I got a LCD monitor!!! I finally have space to do homework on my desk instead of my bed. Fry’s had a big sale on a lot of stuff like DVDs. I spent almost four hundred dollars at a store I don’t usually find myself in. That is amazing! I had so much fun though, finally found a pretty decent deal on a LCD. Not fun when I’m on my desk writing the ( Read more... )

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