Well come to find out, i was set up, and who to my not so surprise it was mike, and my ex-boyfriend dan. Dan came up with the idea of getting me to admitt that i liked mike in some way by getting mike to agree to hit on me. Well at frist it didn't work, but i guess dan was not satisfied with the result so he had mike later that night call me on ( Read more... )

Well here is whats been going on in the last couple of days. First me and my ex dan, had sort of a blow out if that is what you would call it, because a certain someone told him that i wanted him, and that i wanted to see where things would go in the future, well granted that i didnt say that dan got really mad at me and decided to pick a fight ( Read more... )

Well i have been trying to work a lot, but that doesn't seem to subside my endless nights of feeling numb. Almost everynight after work I smoke at least one bowl a night, but even that doesn't seem to help. I get up the next day dreading that i have to go to work, and i hate what i do too. I haven't been able to talk to a lot of my friends lately, ( Read more... )

At CCRI

Well i just got my hair cut, and it looks really good and well my friend mike had to go to class at ccri. I didn't think that i could come in, but he informed me that anyone can use the computers, which is really strainge. It is really weird being here, because i used to come here when my mom was attending college. But anyways.

What is ( Read more... )

The hand i was delt
From as far back as i can remember, my life wasn't the "norm." I have parents, and friends and of course an older brother whom was very protective of me. Sometimes i wonder what my life might have been if i worked alittle more harder in school, or if i was straight, or if my parents didn't split up, and of course there is a whole ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, it is me the one person who just seems to be popping up every now an then ( Read more... )

A LOT HAS HAPPEND OVER THE ALMOST YEAR ( Read more... )

Okay Im Sick
I had a really interesting day. I was training ita and she was making me laugh so hard my head could have exploded. Then my counseler thinks that something may be wrong like inside me that im trying to surpress, like yesterday i had like a field day writting poems and last night i stayed up and i wrote a poem about being Raped. I know ( Read more... )

Like i just dont understand what is going on with me, because i just like everytime that i sit down and start to write things start to come out and they are not really good things. Now my counseler thinks that i should seek professional help. I dont think that i need it. like i started to write yesterday about heart break and death. and then when i ( Read more... )

“Not to give my Heart away so quickly ( Read more... )