And another news update.

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Well come to find out, i was set up, and who to my not so surprise it was mike, and my ex-boyfriend dan. Dan came up with the idea of getting me to admitt that i liked mike in some way by getting mike to agree to hit on me. Well at frist it didn't work, but i guess dan was not satisfied with the result so he had mike later that night call me on three way so that he could hear what me and mike were talking about. Well i was convinced that mike was interested in me so i showed some interest. Low and behold who calls me not even a second after me and mike get off the phone DAN, and he calls me up saying " oh i dont know what to do, i dont want to move to florida i want to stay in ri with you" now i dont know what was going on me cause for one i was really tired and just didn't give a fuck about him or his decision so i just listened to him go on and on about he doenst want to leave that he sees being with me forever. Well he played it off well, but not good enough because i still just dont care. I confronted mike about this whole thing and he denied it to the fullest, which i knew something was going on, but didnt really want to give it much thought because i left high school many years ago and i just want to move on. So one night me and mike were driving in cumberland with some ugly guy named Jay, and the night went on but somehow the true comes out. Yes it was a set up, the whole thing was a set up. At the park and the phone conversation, which dan was on three way. I was so mad that my ear that i just had percied started to hurt really bad like it felt like it was bleeding. So i asked him why he did it, and he told me " i had to because dan was going to black mail me" that is so shit because first of all dan has no friends that would believe a word that he says, and everyone that he hangs out with hates his guts, so i found that to be a little rediculous. Then mike comes out with that dan was playing a game with me all along, because he is leaving for florida really soon, so dan wasnt really serious about our relationship, and to tell the truth neither was I so i really dont see what the big deal is. But dan is mad and now he wants to have me jumped, which im not really that worried because dan frist off like i said has no friends that would do something like that and he has no money, at least not enough to make someone go out of their way to kick my ass. So im not really worried.

Any way, to get back to a real life. I havent talked to many of my friends, like tammy and kristina. I miss you guys and i hope that all is well im mass.

To Rochelle. I hope that your mom is doing a lot better now. Just remember what i said. to be strong for her. I know its tuff and sometimes you just want to give up, but that would only weakend your mothers will to push threw. I luv you and i hope to hear from you. k.

Peace out.