May 03, 2005 19:24
Well here is whats been going on in the last couple of days. First me and my ex dan, had sort of a blow out if that is what you would call it, because a certain someone told him that i wanted him, and that i wanted to see where things would go in the future, well granted that i didnt say that dan got really mad at me and decided to pick a fight with me, but i could really care less because the asshole is leaving for florida in like a week or two so i really don't care. But i am some what confussed because that certain someone happens to be the person that i am sitting next to right now. See what happens was me and this guy were talking and yeah we have been friends for sometime, we hang out whatever and maybe at one point i did see him as like someone i would like to get with, but then i got to know him and i got over that really fast. well a couple days ago hes telling me that my maturity has changed from the past year or so, and i was really thrown off by it, and i didn't know what to say to him. Then we start to talk some more and hes like yeah i could see being with you in like the future and that really scared me, because that wasnt something that i would expect from him. i never really thought that this person would show an interest, but anyways dan was asking me a whole bunch of questions, now you would think that i would catch on to the game but i didnt. Anyways dan takes me home because im like falling asleep in his car. I go home and i can't remember if i called mike or if he called me, but we ended up talking, i think he called me. And hes like "so what do you think about what we were talking about" meaning about the future, i will edmitt that yeah i am interested because i like hanging out with him, and i think that he is a lot of fun. well that conversation ended and low and behold dan calls me and was like pretending to cry on the phone, and he talking to me like a crazy person, "oh i have the option of staying in rhode island so that i can be with you" and i was like if that was me i would say fuck ri and go to florida, well to get to the point of this story dan ends up saying that he is a good actor and saying that Im a stupid fuck and that im a mother fucker and if i ever kiss him again that will be the last kiss, and he told me that he was on three way with mike so he heard like entire conversation. So no i am think that mike set me up the asshole. so i call mike up like mad and i said " so what is this shit that dan was on three way with you" mike says that he doesnt have three way on his phone that cant possably be. Well i run into one of mikes friends at the mall and i talked to her about it and she tells me " mike does have three way" so i don't really know who to believe now, all i really want is the truth i could care less now whats done is done, and i really don't give a fuck. I will always like mike, but i think he was trying to pull a fast one on me when he says that he could see himself being with me in the future.