I am over you. I can say that whole-heartedly now. I have found peace. I am in a new stage of my life in which I can realize myself deeply and truly, to an extent further than other's speculations. I realized that you are naive. I'm sorry if that's offensive, but it's true. I looked past it as simple youth, but it has gone too far. I can't complain ( Read more... )

So much has happened this weekend. On the one hand, I have been more responsible this weekend than I have probably in my entire life. On the other hand, I cut class on friday, and I feel horrible about it. I missed an actually FUN day of jp, I didn't have that much fun where I WENT, few of my FRIENDS condoned the act, my dad SAW me at the Wendy's ( Read more... )

Before I get to the real gist of my entry, let me add this to Knight: if you couldn't tell already, after I thought of the name Alastor for my DnD character, that was when I decided to model his physcial appearance, and yes, that is based on Dante from Devil May Cry. Also, I am determinded to get to level 30 in FFXI. Samurai and Corsair shall be ( Read more... )

Georgia was awesome, and meeting my cousin's friends made me realize something. My friends are actually normal. We're LIKE other people. Weird ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty kickass. d20 worked out perfectly, and I think everyone was satisfied. Helix wasn't as big a hit as I had hoped, but Aaron's reaction to "We wanted to develop something as powerful as that crash. Our own 'Neo-KT.'" was pretty good, so I guess I was a hit? Meh, Machina Paladin meets Urban Arcana works I guess ( Read more... )

Stupid allergies....making me feel sick. They better be gone by tommorow for the game. So...setting up Autum for FFXI...thinking of monsters to use for the game tommorow, listening to the best dance music I've ever heard...Life is pretty good. For the first time in a long time, I actually feel great all around (primarily). And while it's hard to ( Read more... )

So my mom evidently wasn't impressed by my grades because she is hesitent to believe that the Geosys one will change by Friday. It will be though, because we can't play d20 without it, and I've gotten too many good ideas to not play it now. I'm still pretty emo, but I appreciate my ability to become distracted. It makes life bearable. Things are ( Read more... )

I have to deal with this. I don't care how anymore. This is getting out of hand. Maybe it was the excrutiating pain in my side all day adding to it, but I came home this afternoon and almost threw up because of how sick I felt. It wasn't the pain that made me feel that way, I've felt worse before. I know why I felt so sick. And I can't allow this ( Read more... )

My sister is home. Georgia. We actually got along really well today. Maybe this summer will go well. Regardless I think you should all meet her. She is undeniable proof that friends CAN still remain friends after high school, since she and her 5 close friends STILL come back to see each other and spend summers together 3 years into college. I find ( Read more... )

So Brian was more than ok with Aaron going out with Sarah. So ok, in fact, that they felt it was neccessary to discuss, in my car and presence, the precise tactic for fucking Sarah. This was NOT a fun conversation to have to listen to, and it only reminded me more of my own problems. Don't take that too offensively, but one feeling leads inevitably ( Read more... )