As of Wednesday, Sept 13 2006, I shall quit posting on to this journal. I will be posting to a new account, which will be named on that date. I would also like to take this time to offer a quick reminder that I, as a person, prefer it that people do not refer to me by my name, but by Dusk instead. It's just part of my natural paranoid personality. ( Read more... )

I have deleted this entry not because of what I said but the way I said it. I was speaking out of an anger built up over many months that I have been unable to deal with. My only coping method with any emotion is to either suffer it's most primal tendencies or to convert it into anger. I apologize for my lashing out at anyone offended, but upon ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is everything I love and appreciate in media considered taboo for ME specifically? I really like the techno songs that Cascada puts out, but unfortunately for ME, most of them have very feminine lyrics, which means I can rarely play them in my car without looking gay, which I am very assured that I am not. I have been watching the ( Read more... )

So I tried to email Penton, and I'll see if he gets the message soon enough, but for now, I'm waiting in purgatory, not quite one place, not quite the other. I said in my last post that I'd ask her out, but I cannot, unfortunately claim a reaction as I have not been prompt in upholding that statement's validity. Translation: I'm being a coward. ( Read more... )

It's been about 5-6 months if I count correctly since I saw it before tonight. Right as I woke up I went and bought it and tonight I relived the magic it brought to me those many months ago. God I love that movie. What makes the night better is that Arius helped me through my most recent dramaesque issue, in a way only he could. Experiences like ( Read more... )

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The Shard of Raiu's Soul; Soranotasogare ( Read more... )

Tommorow is the graduation. I am so excited. This is such a incredible experience. I want this to stay with me. As they walk, I will be there, watching and waiting. It is their time, and mine as well. I am ready. Like I said, this marks a new change. It symbolizes everything I have been moving towards. And what they have as well. I'll catch you on ( Read more... )

In three days the class of 2006 graduates. I need to get that ticket from Knight before then, because that is something I want to witness. So many friends leaving. Yet, while I feel sorry and anxiety for the loneliness of the upcomming year, I also anticipate a new greatness. Dusk suits me more than even I can comprehend. Life changes as fast as a ( Read more... )

It's a fact. Just throwing that out there. And if you can't tell, that is a joke. Not to be taken offensively. By the way, how the fuck did all those comments get deleted? I suppose Autum could have deleted HERS, but does that mean that Aaron's and my comments get trashed too? Weird. If she did delete them, then that's cowardly. Taking back ( Read more... )