Aug 28, 2006 01:31
Why the fuck is everything I love and appreciate in media considered taboo for ME specifically? I really like the techno songs that Cascada puts out, but unfortunately for ME, most of them have very feminine lyrics, which means I can rarely play them in my car without looking gay, which I am very assured that I am not. I have been watching the recent series of Power Rangers and, like Arius, have found that I can truly apreciate their stories and battles when a little mature immagination is added. Unfortunately NO ONE else in the world shares that immagination and it comes off as childish. I like Sonic the Hedgehog, Kameo, and Megaman more than Dead Rising and Halo, so my opinion as a gamer is severly undermined. I have a LOT of faith in myself, but other's lack of tolerance and understanding is making me self-concious, which is the one state of being that I cannot stand being in. Well, that and being proven false. That stings too.
With the exception of my AP reading (which I need to finish this week), I am actually looking forward to this year. I'm actually EXCITED about school. I've matured a lot during the summer and found out who I am. I can walk into school proud and true, knowing that no matter who the fuck sees me for something else I can like myself. I wouldn't mind a female admirer though. ^^
What I REALLY need right now though is a compentent (and slightly empathic) artist to help me with artwork for the writing that I have devoted most of my imagination too the past two weeks: Triad Helix. The story of 5 people, the remenants of an experiment on 3 pairs of odd relations. Genetic and alternative mutative (is that the word?) tests were done on them based on their empathy to a person designated their counterpoint. 3 pairs:
An estranged Brother and Sister
A bitter divorced couple
A partnership of police officers gone wrong
5 of the victims of experimentation survived and broke free. 7 years later the company sponsoring the work done on them has begun similar experiments, though using them for political gain. My writings are individual stories with no required link using recurring characters. The victims, with no names other than experment nicknames: Jett, Jake, Jen, John, and Jack.
I'd say more but I don't know how to compress stories on a LJ post and I don't want to clog your lists. If anyone is interested or can point me in the direction of a willing artist please tell me. By the way I like comments and criticism, so please speak if you approve or otherwise.