"The Feeling is Mutual"
My sister is home. Georgia. We actually got along really well today. Maybe this summer will go well. Regardless I think you should all meet her. She is undeniable proof that friends CAN still remain friends after high school, since she and her 5 close friends STILL come back to see each other and spend summers together 3 years into college. I find that amazing that they retain that connection without seeing each other, and I hope I share that quality. There is only one thing that agitates me about her return home now.
That scent.
An aroma that I would have never expected to be carried by her presence. Her room now teems with it. I don't know if she uses a similar perfume or if there is some kind of lotion that gives off that scent, but...It is the same sensation I feel when I am in Briana's room talking with her and Autum. It's a torture to have to walk by it in order to simply go from my room to the stairs. I thought I was starting to deal, and now fate hands me this. Briana's advice seems to pulses through my skull each time I walk by. Then I read the LJ's and her sigs and it my logic catches back up with me. I would love to maintain that hope, and in some way I shall, but I also need to get reasonable, and begin some kind of path or system to disconnect. I know what I need. It's who I need it from that is the problem. Either I change or the situation changes. Either way, something must be done. The latter would be prefferable, and it's what I wish more than anything.
I believe Banxir would make a very nice #II, if he would stop being so lazy and not leave a mate to perish.
The cry of a soul without light: Forest Green!
The soil that forbids the birth of life: Virgin White!
And finally, to freeze all things: Ice Blue!
Magun Combination Triad #III "Shiva"
That scent.
An aroma that I would have never expected to be carried by her presence. Her room now teems with it. I don't know if she uses a similar perfume or if there is some kind of lotion that gives off that scent, but...It is the same sensation I feel when I am in Briana's room talking with her and Autum. It's a torture to have to walk by it in order to simply go from my room to the stairs. I thought I was starting to deal, and now fate hands me this. Briana's advice seems to pulses through my skull each time I walk by. Then I read the LJ's and her sigs and it my logic catches back up with me. I would love to maintain that hope, and in some way I shall, but I also need to get reasonable, and begin some kind of path or system to disconnect. I know what I need. It's who I need it from that is the problem. Either I change or the situation changes. Either way, something must be done. The latter would be prefferable, and it's what I wish more than anything.
I believe Banxir would make a very nice #II, if he would stop being so lazy and not leave a mate to perish.
The cry of a soul without light: Forest Green!
The soil that forbids the birth of life: Virgin White!
And finally, to freeze all things: Ice Blue!
Magun Combination Triad #III "Shiva"