honeyrider

year in review

honeyrider Dec 30, 2016 23:05

1. What did you do in 2016 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

sometimes my dreams turn real. the most startling one remains dreaming of the death of my parents' friend's mother, a woman i could only vaguely recall and haven't seen since i was a child. she died a couple weeks after i dreamt her death ( Read more... )

dream.

honeyrider Jul 26, 2015 09:23

i dream about huxley frequently, more so now nearly 3 years after, then in the early days ( Read more... )

introversion.

honeyrider Jun 28, 2014 09:23

(from drafts. june 2014)

e is currently at a birthday party for a friend from her previous school. one of the two with whom we kept in touch. many of the families here are people i haven't seen since last summer and while i was perfectly content to go the polite nod of the head acknowledgment route with most of them, they are flocking to me with ( Read more... )

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honeyrider May 15, 2014 09:10

a night spent in the ER. i am okay; impressed with myself for functioning my way through work yesterday, carrying on conversations, smiling on cue. i lived a week in those 7 hours. after work, i took a xanax and fell asleep in a pleasant haze. when i woke up at 9:15pm, i felt like i was having a heart attack all over again.

a. and alex came to watch ( Read more... )

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2 bikes in 5 years.

honeyrider May 06, 2014 00:35

i walked out of the house this morning to find my bike chain cut through and my bike gone. it was the old rusty aspen, not my cherry cola huffy, and that does lessen the blow but i find that in these situation i'm far less affected by the material loss than i am by the reminder that awful people lurk outside my door ( Read more... )

rant