I feel so lonely and empty right now. Im finding out shit thats hurting me, and I dont understand why people say they wont hurt you when they turn around and do. I try so hard not hurt other people in certain situations but they just turn around and do it to me. I finally got used to trying to trust people because I figured that not everyone would ( Read more... )

Ive learned in this past weekend that you cant trust anyone, not even some of you friends who you think you know. That is all I have to say.
(ps) you may think you know someone pretty good, and know what their about, but then you quickly find out that they are not the person that you thought they were ( Read more... )

Im giving up entirely. Im so tired of putting myself totally out there looking like a whore, waiting for Steven to do something, anything at all. I sleep at his apartment all the time, I walk around half the time without barely any clothes on. I come up there almost every night just for him. And in return I get nothing. He says he likes me, but ( Read more... )

Im so bored. My mom took my car today. Im waiting for her to get home so I can go up to gardens for the night. Im going out on the boat tomarrow with Em, Bobby and Steven. Were going tubing. Im so excited! I got in trouble last night again. But its all good. Im staying at Steven's again tonight. Not so excited about that. I did something really bad ( Read more... )

Ok so my dad is being a douche bag lately and I cant stand it. He's wanted to kick me out again but he wont cause I told him I would stop cleaning the house. But thats all he ever wants me to do. Clean like I have nothing better to do with myself. He thinks that hes the only one thats tired when he comes home from work but fuck I work out in the ( Read more... )

WTF IS THE DEAL WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS!??!??!??!

So I still dont know what is going on with me and Steven. Em and Bob tell me that he likes me because before he would never call Em unless they had plans to do something or if he needed to go to the mall cause he hated going shopping by himself. They said that if he didnt like me that he wouldnt come do all this stuff and hang out with us if he ( Read more... )

So Im sitting at Em's work bored as fuck playing on her work computer. Some bitch that said she was going to take Em's hours hasnt showed up! What a hoe so I have to sit here with Em till about 5 today...GAAAAAAAAAY...and I dont know whats going on with Steven last nig ht we went to the bridge while he was fishing and he didn even talk to me, he ( Read more... )

Ok so yesterday at work sucked cause Ralph wanted me to be lead but I felt like shit so I told him no so he told me to go get Monica that she was going to take my spot and she did and then I went to rotate down to the bottom of tubin and ended up puking which was not too great, so Crystal sent me home even though Ralph didnt want me to. So I ( Read more... )

Ok so Im a bit sad, I went and took my test for PBCC and I scored a 85 on my reading comprehension and a 93 on my sentence structure but I totally bombed my algebra section getting a total score of 47 whoo!! But now I have to go back and take it again so hopefully I will score better cause I dont want to be in prep classes.

On a better note Im off ( Read more... )