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Ok so yesterday at work sucked cause Ralph wanted me to be lead but I felt like shit so I told him no so he told me to go get Monica that she was going to take my spot and she did and then I went to rotate down to the bottom of tubin and ended up puking which was not too great, so Crystal sent me home even though Ralph didnt want me to. So I thought me getting sick was because of my cramps which it was partly but then I realized I slept over Steven's and hes sick so I got sick too.
So yeah, I have a new crush, I dont know whats happening with it yet though cause I like him and he likes me but hes scared. I know he sounds like a pussy but he has his reasons. Hes gotten hurt in the past by his ex who dumped him and then this girl that he had something with I guess, well she ended up kissing his brother and he walked out and saw. But whatever he just basically wants to take it slow cause he doesnt want to get hurt even though people have told him that Im not that kind of person that I wouldnt do something like that to him. Im sleeping at this persons house that Bobby is house sitting for but either way Ill get to see him tonight cause he's coming over to watch a movie.
I dont know what to tell the other person who I did like at one time cause Im not sure if he still likes me. Cause from what ive read on his myspace some chick that hes talking to may like him. Which I mean good for him if he found someone else to bug, cause then I dont have to break the news to him and hurt him like I kinda did before which by the way was unintentional. He took things way to fast and after the second day hanging out with him he thought we were together. I mean I had just met him the day before. I guess I kinda lead him to think that cause I mean we kissed the first day we hung out. Damn I dont know why Im talking about this, that was like months ago. ANY ONE HAVE ANY IDEAS ON HOW TO BREAK THE NEWS TO HIM WITHOUT HURTING HIM? CAUSE I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT. CAUSE IM HORRIBLE AT DOING THIS KINDA STUFF CAUSE I DONT LIKE SEEING PEOPLE GET HURT CAUSE IT HURTS ME TO SEE THAT. I KNOW IM A LITTLE PUSSY ASS BITCH. I dont know why I just typed that in caps lock either.
God can you tell im bored Im waiting for Emily to call me cause shes working but that wont be till 8 when she gets off and then I have to go pick her up. Which by the way I have to lie and say Im staying at another friends house so my parents wont know that im staying with someone else :) cause last time that didnt work out very good I didnt have a place to stay cause my dad kinda got pissed. Ok yes Im finally done, I would be surprised if anyone is still reading this cause if you are you must be pretty bored too. Love yas!
So yeah, I have a new crush, I dont know whats happening with it yet though cause I like him and he likes me but hes scared. I know he sounds like a pussy but he has his reasons. Hes gotten hurt in the past by his ex who dumped him and then this girl that he had something with I guess, well she ended up kissing his brother and he walked out and saw. But whatever he just basically wants to take it slow cause he doesnt want to get hurt even though people have told him that Im not that kind of person that I wouldnt do something like that to him. Im sleeping at this persons house that Bobby is house sitting for but either way Ill get to see him tonight cause he's coming over to watch a movie.
I dont know what to tell the other person who I did like at one time cause Im not sure if he still likes me. Cause from what ive read on his myspace some chick that hes talking to may like him. Which I mean good for him if he found someone else to bug, cause then I dont have to break the news to him and hurt him like I kinda did before which by the way was unintentional. He took things way to fast and after the second day hanging out with him he thought we were together. I mean I had just met him the day before. I guess I kinda lead him to think that cause I mean we kissed the first day we hung out. Damn I dont know why Im talking about this, that was like months ago. ANY ONE HAVE ANY IDEAS ON HOW TO BREAK THE NEWS TO HIM WITHOUT HURTING HIM? CAUSE I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT. CAUSE IM HORRIBLE AT DOING THIS KINDA STUFF CAUSE I DONT LIKE SEEING PEOPLE GET HURT CAUSE IT HURTS ME TO SEE THAT. I KNOW IM A LITTLE PUSSY ASS BITCH. I dont know why I just typed that in caps lock either.
God can you tell im bored Im waiting for Emily to call me cause shes working but that wont be till 8 when she gets off and then I have to go pick her up. Which by the way I have to lie and say Im staying at another friends house so my parents wont know that im staying with someone else :) cause last time that didnt work out very good I didnt have a place to stay cause my dad kinda got pissed. Ok yes Im finally done, I would be surprised if anyone is still reading this cause if you are you must be pretty bored too. Love yas!