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Ok so my dad is being a douche bag lately and I cant stand it. He's wanted to kick me out again but he wont cause I told him I would stop cleaning the house. But thats all he ever wants me to do. Clean like I have nothing better to do with myself. He thinks that hes the only one thats tired when he comes home from work but fuck I work out in the hot sun all day so fuck off mother fucker. I also have a social life that I would like to keep but obviously he doesnt care about it. He doesnt want me going up to gardens/jupiter cause Steven is up there and he doesnt want me seeing Steven until he meets him. Well he doesnt need to meet Steven because hes not the one who likes him so what the fuck does it matter if he meets him cause I could care less if he likes him or not. Im not enjoying my life right now cause 1) college is starting but I dont know what im doing with myself yet. There is a program but I dont know if I will get into it. I dont want to take unnecessary classes for what I want to do in life. Its a waste of my time and money. If I want to do something that has to do with taking x-rays and shit why do I need to take english and math?!??! I dont need to know how to create good sentence structures to take x-rays. I still have to go see an advisor to see if I can get into those classes but still then the classes last from 8am till 4pm and Im not in the mood for that.
Right now im babysitting Haley, and I feel bad for her cause theres nothing to do and ive been a shitty mood all day. I was supposed to work today but no one came around with the schedule for me to see so I had to call Rick today and tell him that I didnt know I was working and that I had already told someone that I was babysitting for them and that I was able to come in. He said that I was supposed to lead today but that it was fine just to come into work tomarrow. Which sucks balls I think its totally ridiculous that their making us work a full week even though we will be the ones working a full week when all of the fucking newbes go back to school. And im tired of this shit no one does their job at work they think they own the place and the people who have been there for a couple years work their asses off to do what they are supposed to and no one else does. Its a fucking joke. I dont want to work for a week straight im tired of the fucking rapids and all the fucking people like Mercedes and her fucking retarded crew I hope they would all just get fired so I dont have to deal with their stupid ass voices and ditzy-ness.
I also really miss Steven even though its only been a fucking day since ive seen him. Krystel is leaving me soon and im sad. And everyone else will be leaving soon. I dont want to go back to school yet its fucking retarded. I talked to Nathan yesterday he doing good up in Tenn. Hes living with his grandparents and he clean. He got fired from his job cause he beat the shit outta his uncle and thats who he was working for. He said to tell everyone hi and that he misses everyone and he told me that he will come down and visit us as soon as he gets another job and has money and is done finishing his GED shit. I love run-on sentences they make me happy being that no fucking teacher can yell at me for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is all im done ranting for right now! Love you guys!
Right now im babysitting Haley, and I feel bad for her cause theres nothing to do and ive been a shitty mood all day. I was supposed to work today but no one came around with the schedule for me to see so I had to call Rick today and tell him that I didnt know I was working and that I had already told someone that I was babysitting for them and that I was able to come in. He said that I was supposed to lead today but that it was fine just to come into work tomarrow. Which sucks balls I think its totally ridiculous that their making us work a full week even though we will be the ones working a full week when all of the fucking newbes go back to school. And im tired of this shit no one does their job at work they think they own the place and the people who have been there for a couple years work their asses off to do what they are supposed to and no one else does. Its a fucking joke. I dont want to work for a week straight im tired of the fucking rapids and all the fucking people like Mercedes and her fucking retarded crew I hope they would all just get fired so I dont have to deal with their stupid ass voices and ditzy-ness.
I also really miss Steven even though its only been a fucking day since ive seen him. Krystel is leaving me soon and im sad. And everyone else will be leaving soon. I dont want to go back to school yet its fucking retarded. I talked to Nathan yesterday he doing good up in Tenn. Hes living with his grandparents and he clean. He got fired from his job cause he beat the shit outta his uncle and thats who he was working for. He said to tell everyone hi and that he misses everyone and he told me that he will come down and visit us as soon as he gets another job and has money and is done finishing his GED shit. I love run-on sentences they make me happy being that no fucking teacher can yell at me for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is all im done ranting for right now! Love you guys!