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Im giving up entirely. Im so tired of putting myself totally out there looking like a whore, waiting for Steven to do something, anything at all. I sleep at his apartment all the time, I walk around half the time without barely any clothes on. I come up there almost every night just for him. And in return I get nothing. He says he likes me, but WHAT THE FUCK, do something. STOP being a FUCKING PUSSY and DO SOMETHING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im tired of wasting my gas, my time, my energy on nothing. Im not going to lie I really like this kid, and I know he likes me, but I cant wait forever. After we went to the movies the other night his mom asked him if I would ever come around the house again or if he scared me off, and his response to her was " SHE BETTER COME BACK AROUND" with a smile on his face. If you liked someone and they were putting themselves out there wouldnt you go for it, cause obviously if the person likes you and their doing that your not going to get turned down. Im so confused I dont know what to do, if I should just wait it out or just forget it and be friends.......
--CONFUSED