the good ( Read more... )

the other day she was looking really sick. and then we gave her medicine and she would eat on her own and drink on her own. and today she wanted to be held all the time. she would run at me and jump into my lap. she had to be near me. then we reached a certain point where she couldn't hold her head up anymore, couldn't walk anymore. so i held her ( Read more... )

well well well ( Read more... )

It is Monday, May 7, 2012, and I have a final tomorrow in history and two finals on Thursday and I really haven't studied but I'm hoping I can pull off some last-minute ness. What I really need to do is go to sleep right now and maybe wake up some time before 1 p.m. (I have work at 2 p.m ( Read more... )

HEY!!!!!!!!!!

Just read that my friends in driver friendly are going to a cabin in the mountains to write and record a new album this summer. that is very exciting. i will always love them. i also read that jeremi is moving to the west coast in august, which is crazy, and so good for him. i'm feeling a bit weird and reading my xanga from like 30 years ago ( Read more... )

To make myself feel better I've been reading old journal entries. Right now I'm in the Summer 2007 era where I worked at Urban Outfitters, read Anna Karenina, was in love with hoohoo (Sidebar I put up with a LOT from him! Him puttin his aaaaarm around me and stuff and playing freaky games and stuff...and I thought it all MEANT something. Who KNOWS ( Read more... )

I got the text from Bailey around 7:30 this morning. I knew what it had to be, and I didn't look at it til 8:15. I just felt empty. I was thinking all day at work, a myriad of depressing thoughts, about his family, how he'll never grow up, never have a baby, how his girlfriend's parents must feel, how his mom must feel, how Matt feels, if Cole ( Read more... )

I am going to update more often. Starting tomorrow ( Read more... )

Ron has been so sweet lately. I love him. We get along well. It's just nice hanging out with him, just doing our separate things but being together. I know I sound like a dodo but it's really nice. I like in old timey movies where they show the royalty just sitting in a room each doing their own thing. I like that. He came over this morning and got ( Read more... )