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welp
I logged in to get some dates straight. The truth is I have come to the conclusion that Tula's quality of life has declined to the point that the humane thing to do is to let her go. I wanted to recap her life, but her life with me began when I was at my lowest, post drop out... and she's been with me for and through everything since. Basically, I ( Read more... ) -
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god even knows ( Read more... ) -
oh christ on a bike and a cracker etc
man oh man! i have not said anything in over a year? the fuck ( Read more... ) -
boys
claire made me make a list of all the boys/boyfriends/MOs/hookups etc ive ever had. she did the same and she tried to make mine for me too which is hilarious. i really wanted to avoid it because i just yesterday went through all my old stuff and sorted it into eras. i also labeled all my journals from first grade and onward by date and put them in ( Read more... ) -
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well naturalmente i have no idea what is going on. trying and failing to objectively assess the situation. i let myself get really sad yesterday. it's so annoying that i am SO sensitive to the slightest vaguest perceived rejection from anyone. i wish i were stronger. how do i get that way ( Read more... ) -
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he brought me a sandwich and tried to fix my record player. he's...great. he makes me want to be something. he's a lot of things. gotta get it together. he slept over last night. he is really fun to joke around with. he loves traps and he keeps getting me. he does this impeccable looking at me thing. the look is something like "gosh you're just the ( Read more... ) -
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i can't believe i'm here just fucking around while so many more awesome people are dead already ( Read more... ) -
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i'm better now. but it's scary that thoughts thoughts live inside me. -
pull yourself out of the gutter motherfucker
this summer really fucked me up. i don't know why i let that happen to me. i don't know why i thought something good would happen. turns out i'm the same old sad person i've always been ( Read more... ) -
uh huh honey (boat party)
I have been moved to update ( Read more... )