Last night was different. I didnt have a nightmare at all. I had a really good dream instead. It was so sweet, felt so real. Most of it was pretty much blurry, but what I do remember is Simon and I embracing. And we just started kissing. So sweet. It was like something you would find in a movie. Just all romantic...I didnt want to wake up ( Read more... )

Yesterday I felt so deprived because I had to cut my deep conversation off with Shawn just to go see the lamest movie ever, "Van Helsing" it was more worse than a romantic novel that you find at the grocery store. I laughed at the serious parts, it was just so damn stupid. At least I didnt have to waste money on the cheap show. And well...at least ( Read more... )

Oh God, work...I so want to quit. They always fucking put me to present and be runner, I hate it. I also had to work with cranky Josh, and Mrs. Know it all Louise. Stupid summer, and stupid people who want ice cream from a really fucking slow ice cream machine, that only has fucking vanilla...our Mcdonald's is so cheap ( Read more... )

For the first time ever Shawn was actually sincere to me. He really does care. He doesn't give real hugs though, but that's expected...and that's a good thing, right? Every nice thing Shawn does helps me forget about all the nice things that Joe once did for me. Like the first time that I meet him, and he brought me from Hobbema to Wetaskiwin, ( Read more... )

Oh man, Hot papa yesterday was just so damn fine looking. I was never one who liked chest hair until I noticed that Shawn had some, ew I know but it was just soo irresistible to look away from. His eyes just stir me up inside. We were filling the Sponge Bob pinata, and his hand brushed mine, but I just pretended like I didnt even noticed, and then ( Read more... )

Ugh, I hate finding reasons to wake up in the morning these days. And then I have to deal with my bi-polar like mood, I honestly do think I am, but people say other wise. For the past week I have been feeling like absolutely crap. Especially when I just finished eating. I might be lactose intolerant, oh great. I'm sort of like a cat now, just like ( Read more... )

As Ed and I were just leaving Wetaskiwin, almost passing Timmie's but not quite because the light changed to red. I was just thinking about the things that Dr. Abelseth and I talked about. When I noticed some one who looked really familiar cross the street. He was walking in front of our car when it hit me...it was BRIAN! My heart just literally ( Read more... )

I just finished washing our bathroom mirror that was covered with bright red lipstick saying, "Ur BEAUTIFUL, love you Carmen!" I remember waking up in the middle of the night finding this, it made my day feel so much better. So at the bottom of the mirror I wrote,"Brittany rocks my socks, I love you lots girl, Carmen". ( Read more... )

I washed Jack Perez's number by accident, but now that I think about it, it must have been a sign or something. Like my guardian angel made me forget so I couldnt phone him in the future 'cause he really is a perv...you never know. Or maybe I'm just going insane, more so that is. I am so frickin bored and depressed. There is nothing to do. I think ( Read more... )

I was so bitchy all day at work, but I was actually nice to the customers, for once. It was so busy, rush rush for a whole 2 hours. I almost ended up burning this bitchy team leader with a fry basket and she freaked and told on me. So Then I got bitched at, I almost cried. Keith was like, "We are not Wetaskiwin so get over it...your behavior has ( Read more... )