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For the first time ever Shawn was actually sincere to me. He really does care. He doesn't give real hugs though, but that's expected...and that's a good thing, right? Every nice thing Shawn does helps me forget about all the nice things that Joe once did for me. Like the first time that I meet him, and he brought me from Hobbema to Wetaskiwin, because I needed feminine products, lol. *sigh* I still miss him though. You know I've been thinking...and well I can't wait to be married and have other girl's jealous about how lucky I am...hopefully, lol. Ah man it better, because...its what I long for. To have that somebody for the rest of your life. To be one, and to have, and to hold...blah blah blah.
Anyways I was getting a little off topic with that. Work was weird today, at first it blew chunks, and then near the end it was a little better seeing that I had gone mad due to lack of sleep. I was singing to myself but in a really annoying way. Keith was like seriously going to kill me. It got busy, and Keith was like, "Carmen, can I borrow you for a moment." I just kind of laughed, and was like, "Borrow me? Pfff, you can have me!" lol he called me a freaky deeky. What ever that means. I then met this guy name Tim, he's a little younger than me, but he is such a cutie. I was like, "Man, we should so totally date, since the robbing the craddle thing is in." And then he was working on the grill, but over here we call it bach cooking...uh yeah, and I was like, "you are hot, just like the grills" then touching him on the arm making a sizzling sound. Too bad he's quitting soon.
Soon Gerrett got on shift, and of course he attacked my sides. He knows that bugs me, so to get him back I call him "honeykins" or something stupid that ends with "kins"...thing is I don't know if that really bugs him at all...soo I might be leading him on. He should know damn well that he's a little older than me, and well...not my type, maybe if I was like a hick girl myself who didnt graduate, and who was 24 also, than maybe I might consider him, but all that isnt likely, because I am going to graduate, damnit!
But I'm not going to deny that flirting isn't fun. Aw man the other day I had to work with Josh, and I just totally ignored him. He acts like such a total snot now that he knows that I like him. Weird thing is though is that he looks at me every time I pass by, or when I'm working in lobby, our eyes met up with each other, but since I am not into him like that anymore I kind of just smirked, and looked away with a weirded-out look on my face. I think by now he got the point that I'm not into him anymore. *sigh* boys...and older men. lol.
Dinner is about to start, and I think I need a nap or something or I might die of a heart attack, I really need to catch up on some sleep, or maybe I just need to relax. These past few days of work have been hell. Well...at least tomorrow is only a 4 hour shift instead of an eight hour one.
Hmmm....adieu.
Anyways I was getting a little off topic with that. Work was weird today, at first it blew chunks, and then near the end it was a little better seeing that I had gone mad due to lack of sleep. I was singing to myself but in a really annoying way. Keith was like seriously going to kill me. It got busy, and Keith was like, "Carmen, can I borrow you for a moment." I just kind of laughed, and was like, "Borrow me? Pfff, you can have me!" lol he called me a freaky deeky. What ever that means. I then met this guy name Tim, he's a little younger than me, but he is such a cutie. I was like, "Man, we should so totally date, since the robbing the craddle thing is in." And then he was working on the grill, but over here we call it bach cooking...uh yeah, and I was like, "you are hot, just like the grills" then touching him on the arm making a sizzling sound. Too bad he's quitting soon.
Soon Gerrett got on shift, and of course he attacked my sides. He knows that bugs me, so to get him back I call him "honeykins" or something stupid that ends with "kins"...thing is I don't know if that really bugs him at all...soo I might be leading him on. He should know damn well that he's a little older than me, and well...not my type, maybe if I was like a hick girl myself who didnt graduate, and who was 24 also, than maybe I might consider him, but all that isnt likely, because I am going to graduate, damnit!
But I'm not going to deny that flirting isn't fun. Aw man the other day I had to work with Josh, and I just totally ignored him. He acts like such a total snot now that he knows that I like him. Weird thing is though is that he looks at me every time I pass by, or when I'm working in lobby, our eyes met up with each other, but since I am not into him like that anymore I kind of just smirked, and looked away with a weirded-out look on my face. I think by now he got the point that I'm not into him anymore. *sigh* boys...and older men. lol.
Dinner is about to start, and I think I need a nap or something or I might die of a heart attack, I really need to catch up on some sleep, or maybe I just need to relax. These past few days of work have been hell. Well...at least tomorrow is only a 4 hour shift instead of an eight hour one.
Hmmm....adieu.