Moo, moo, and yes moo.
Yesterday I felt so deprived because I had to cut my deep conversation off with Shawn just to go see the lamest movie ever, "Van Helsing" it was more worse than a romantic novel that you find at the grocery store. I laughed at the serious parts, it was just so damn stupid. At least I didnt have to waste money on the cheap show. And well...at least that Jack dude was super hot, and every thing, lol.
Also yesterday, Jarryd went to his new placement. It was sad because he was like one of my own little brothers. He did stupid things to make me laugh, and we just got along like a brother and sister would...except that he wanted to marry me when he grew up. I bugged him about it a lot. I told him that he'd better get a good job because I was going to divorce him and sue him for alimony. Some trophy wife I would make, lol.
My mood is getting a little better these days, but it does still have its ups and downs. I still have that longing for a friend's shoulder to cry on. And I still want motherly comfort. But those things are not coming to me any time soon so I just better make the most of what I do have for comfort. I just backed out from a crew activity at work, but my manager practically begged me to go. I'm a little scared. Hanging out with people I barely know...but then again that's how you make friends, and on the plus side Simon will be there. He's graduating this weekend so I won't see him until Monday...So much for the whole Josh thing. I'm not really sure if I want to go paintballing...it seems sooo boyish. And like always, I'd probably end up getting hurt and embarrassing myself, so in other words making an ass of myself. Let's hope for the best.
So I am here at "home", and I just got off work. Horrible, horrible long day at work. God, I hate my boss, he is so mean some times, he's a horrible giant (he's like 6'5!). I can't wait until I quit so one day I'll throw eggs at his ugly Ford Ranger. *excellent*
This girl at my "home" is so fucking prissy now that she finally got new clothes, she just looks even more smutty, but yet she thinks she all that...and its pissing me off. I don't know what to say to her because I know the little priss will get all pms on me. I don't know...if she pisses me off one more time I'm not going to keep quiet.
Any hoo...that's enough for daily rants, I guess...I'm kind of ignoring every one here, heh no one is as important when comparing them to my Lj, lol. Anyways, Adieu.
Also yesterday, Jarryd went to his new placement. It was sad because he was like one of my own little brothers. He did stupid things to make me laugh, and we just got along like a brother and sister would...except that he wanted to marry me when he grew up. I bugged him about it a lot. I told him that he'd better get a good job because I was going to divorce him and sue him for alimony. Some trophy wife I would make, lol.
My mood is getting a little better these days, but it does still have its ups and downs. I still have that longing for a friend's shoulder to cry on. And I still want motherly comfort. But those things are not coming to me any time soon so I just better make the most of what I do have for comfort. I just backed out from a crew activity at work, but my manager practically begged me to go. I'm a little scared. Hanging out with people I barely know...but then again that's how you make friends, and on the plus side Simon will be there. He's graduating this weekend so I won't see him until Monday...So much for the whole Josh thing. I'm not really sure if I want to go paintballing...it seems sooo boyish. And like always, I'd probably end up getting hurt and embarrassing myself, so in other words making an ass of myself. Let's hope for the best.
So I am here at "home", and I just got off work. Horrible, horrible long day at work. God, I hate my boss, he is so mean some times, he's a horrible giant (he's like 6'5!). I can't wait until I quit so one day I'll throw eggs at his ugly Ford Ranger. *excellent*
This girl at my "home" is so fucking prissy now that she finally got new clothes, she just looks even more smutty, but yet she thinks she all that...and its pissing me off. I don't know what to say to her because I know the little priss will get all pms on me. I don't know...if she pisses me off one more time I'm not going to keep quiet.
Any hoo...that's enough for daily rants, I guess...I'm kind of ignoring every one here, heh no one is as important when comparing them to my Lj, lol. Anyways, Adieu.