Really messed up day...

Apr 17, 2004 20:32

I was so bitchy all day at work, but I was actually nice to the customers, for once. It was so busy, rush rush for a whole 2 hours. I almost ended up burning this bitchy team leader with a fry basket and she freaked and told on me. So Then I got bitched at, I almost cried. Keith was like, "We are not Wetaskiwin so get over it...your behavior has been snotty and rude...what is your problem?" He then got mad at me for not being able to look him in the eyes. Ok for one thing, I am a very unstable person, I don't need this fucking bullshit especially if its from fucking Mcdicks! He just told me to get back to work. I actually got to work in drive thru, not really different at all but I keep wanting to say, "okay if your order is correct on the screen..." it keeps messing me up. About an hour later I just caved in from my thoughts and apologized to Keith. I told him that I was not able to drop my home situation even though I try really hard, I don't mean too. I then explained to him that I will try harder on being "nice", blah blah. And then I had to apologize to the girl that I almost fried. She was understanding even though I was a total bitch to her, heh. I almost isolated my self in first booth but then I met this really nice guy. He is so sweet and adorable. I've only known him for about 2 hours and I already devolped a crush on him. His name is Josh, has really nice blue eyes, and he's tall...AND He is my age!! Every time that I sang a little tune by him he'd finish off with his own song, every single time, lol. He even talked to me when we both had our breaks together. He's really goofy. He kept missing his mouth, made a total mess with his food and fruitopia, lol so cute. At first I thought that he was gay or something, it was just the way he acted, but I asked this girl Mandy, who knows him pretty good, and just told me that that is how he acts. Every time that I looked lost looking for some thing he would go out of his way and help me find what ever I was looking for. He also volunteered to help me with back wash, he did most of it. He is soooooo frickin' sweet! It makes me wonder if he has a girlfriend, probably does...poo. Ah damnit, having a crush at work again means I have to primp before going to work, and at work, not fun because they dont even notice you (i.e Greg) lol, all those times in front of the mirror waiting for Greg to show up just for him to walk past me, pfff guys.

Any ways I kind of told one of the workers that I "admired" the hot papa for his characteristics...I just kind of left out that I thought he was hot too, lol. Now he's going to find out, and he's going to hate me, the whole brian thing all over again, damnit! Well...I didnt say that I have a crush on him but that I only admired the qualities in him, some thing I want in somebody..ya some thing like that I dunno, I had a really hard time telling her, trying to not make it sound like a crush. *sigh* Old men, they have some weird control over me, all tied up...I need help, real real help.
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