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if it makes you happy...
Okay, so it has taken forever to get back online. But things have calmed down at home so I guess that it was worth it. I am sorry I didnt get a chance to respond to everyones comments. Thank you for the advice and well wishes, and once again I apologize for no knowing how to put things behind a cut. I think I have it figured out now ( Read more... ) -
I mean really
Okay, so the past two weeks have been bad. Last tuesday I had a manic episode, and my dad and I got into it. It was actually round two. He had started with his bullshit earlier in the day which is what caused the manic episode ( Read more... ) -
random
The people at the library think I am on crack. I had to use duffle bag to bring back all the books my dad and I checked out last time. The taxi here lets you have one bag with you, and anything you cant hold on you lap there is an extra charge. I filled up the bag again and in two weeks all the books will probobly be read by both of us ( Read more... ) -
Im going to hell
Looks like the car wont be fixed this weekend. I hope my dad got to the library and has a giant stack of books I can read. If not I will bother my mom into giving me money for a cab. I am not looking forward to not having internet access, but the idea of not having new books to read is worse. Ever since I can remember books have been my escape. ( Read more... ) -
Going home
I have no desire whatsoever to go home, Usually by now I at least miss the cats to the point I am ready to go. I guess it will be like last time. I will see Toledo and be happy to be comming home. But that makes it a long ride. I am glad I will have my headphones. Hopefully I wont have to talk to anyone on the bus. I can just try to float on the ( Read more... ) -
Depression and tarot cards
I am getting pretty depressed. I am having the usual symptoms before my period starts and all I can think of is riding the bus home with no pain meds. I have been exausted all day and am having stomach issues. I had a big nose bleed today and spent the next hour shaking like a leaf. I am a total wuss about nose bleeds. My mom said our car still ( Read more... ) -
Parents just dont understand
I swear one of these days I am going to snap and slap my mother. We have to use a cell phone because our land line got shut off. It has been months since we started using it and she has no fucking clue how to use it. I have told her numerous times that when the phone vibrates it is a text message. When the song plays it is a call. It has vibrated ( Read more... ) -
Mmm mohinder...
We just watched some of the heroes dvd's. This is the third time I have gone thru them and I am always finding things i missed. Every time mohinder opens his mouth I forget to pay attention. I mean just looking at him distracts me but when he talks I might as well be on another planet. I get stuck looking at my icon. I mean to type, but he is so ( Read more... ) -
you cant always get what you want
Okay, so I finally get out of that ungodly apartment. I am in the car with amanda for five hours having fun. We get out at this travel plaza in chicago and I almost loose my fucking mind. We are walkng around and I see a guy who looks exactly like Jason. I dont think it was him because he would have to be taller but the face was enough to just ( Read more... )