It's fall again, the season of change, and although the fast few years fall has meant nothing more than just the status quo of work, and life. This fall is to be a bit different. After many years, and a trailer, which is STILL under massive renovations, I have begun to realize that the life 3 and half years ago, I though i was looking for is not ( Read more... )

Ah, so much and yet, it still feels similar in some many ways. I really need to stop comparing M to my exes, though its funny how he parts of all my previous ones. its a tad frightening considering how well those went. I am a bit hopeful though, finding an equal to me, who i believe, scarily has so much in common with me, this will, if nothing ( Read more... )

I know I'm responsible for making you miserable. i am certain that you don't derserve what I've done to you. Happiness is far too addictive of a thing, although you had that ability ( Read more... )

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It took a while but I currently have a job, I believe the word currently is important here, met some nice new people. (this is good) It's in a bad location, I got a call from Shaw today, and though they didn't set up a "real" interview, I am praying so hard (well not really praying but trying to think positively) I really want an interview and the ( Read more... )

There are days, one of which is today, that I ask myself, why oh why did I moe ??? What am I gaining out of this ??? Ther are days that the anwser is nothing, and others that say it will take time, and a new place to learn true independence and all the shit that comes with it. I know this is purly a trainig ground per say. It's difficult, and I ( Read more... )

Well The first thing that has occured, was aweek before the move to Vancouver, my grandmother died. She was 88, so she didn't die young but i still miss her none the less. So off my family and I went to Winnipeg to her funeral. Laura, my neice came with us, which was nice as we got to show her around all the places that Megan and I went to when ( Read more... )

I once again decided to shave my head, well mot of it, i still have bangs. Anyway, i relly love the feeling of having no hair, its so liberating, despite what people may think. It feels amazing and it looks neat, It may seem very gay to do but I still think that its freeing of all things hair. A little over 2 weeks left before C and I head off to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow C and I will be picking up the tickets for the bus to Vancouver. The plan is to leave the 27th of March. When we arrive we'll have a 2 night stay at a hostel downtown. So we can actually look at apartments before we sign for april 1st. I should be able to get on disability there and I plan on probably doing either BC open university or ( Read more... )

I wish I could still travel for cheap. As my mom used to work for Air Canada. I miss winnipeg so much, and I'm so curious to see how the city has changed, and maybe urn into old friends.

It would also be nice to travel to places i've never been to as well, but finding work that is not absolutely horrible is rather difficult.