a note to "her"
I know I'm responsible for making you miserable. i am certain that you don't derserve what I've done to you. Happiness is far too addictive of a thing, although you had that ability.
Guilt is a horrible leash, but I know for some part it is what I feel as I might have been too hasty in my decision to leave. I don't regret it though, but perhaps on how I did it.
It was cruel in a way, perhaps telling you, or giving you more time, would have been a better situation.
I do care so much about you, I wish your life didn't suck as to this point, and I didn't want to be a part of the suckage factor. I know tha as much as I may want to , that sometimes somethings are inevitable.
Guilt is a horrible leash, but I know for some part it is what I feel as I might have been too hasty in my decision to leave. I don't regret it though, but perhaps on how I did it.
It was cruel in a way, perhaps telling you, or giving you more time, would have been a better situation.
I do care so much about you, I wish your life didn't suck as to this point, and I didn't want to be a part of the suckage factor. I know tha as much as I may want to , that sometimes somethings are inevitable.