Work had been going to amazingly well since I changed jobs in March....until this week. I'm so stressed because I was put in a 'screwed if you do, screwed if you don't' kind of situation. I was offered a position at the company's most important kindergarten teaching a completely different English immersion curriculum, basically a promotion. They ( Read more... )

Every 3rd Sunday is the Koiwa parapara event and usually it overlaps with SEF but this month they happened to fall on separate weekends so we were able to go. It was only my second time at the event but it's a really good time. It would fall under the category of drinking event more than serious para event. DJ Soichiro organizes it and they have ( Read more... )

Last Sunday I went to 9LoveJ at their new location at club Genius in Ginza. Genius is a club usually used for big disco and Juliana's events which seemed like an odd choice for J. Also the time changed from Friday at midnight to 4pm on a Sunday. I wasn't really sure what to expect but we made our way to the club along with Neoneo and Momoka who ( Read more... )

As I said on Facebook last night, If I had one wish it would just be to have someone in my life who I could share myself with and tell them everything I’m thinking and feeling ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an unexpectedly eventful day. My plan had just been to stay home and clean the apartment but I got a random phone call from this girl I met once way back in January or February. She invited me to a university student club event, and just the day before I had been thinking that I want to meet new people so I said I'd go with her ( Read more... )

It's so hard going through life with this empty part inside of me that everyone else has filled. It's why I get depressed so easily. It's not because I'm weak or immature - it's because I'm missing some very important things in my life, things necessary to be a fully functional person. Most everyone else takes these things for granted. I never ( Read more... )

I love going to my monthly counseling appointments, even though like this month I've been having a pretty good month, it's just really nice to reflect on the month with her and see how I'm doing. It keeps me on track heading toward my goals and keeps me from heading the wrong direction. Everyone should do counseling, it's so worth it. I haven't ( Read more... )

I went to B-1 Dynamite at Roppongi Forum last night, second week in a row. I'm glad I went because it was a really weird and fun B-1 ( Read more... )

It's June which means it's almost summer which means lots and lots of fun events coming up ( Read more... )

After the big earthquake, many of my friends (most of who live in Fukushima) started flying home or going south, so I made an impulse decision to go home for a little bit too. I guess I'm easily influenced. Half of it was going home because everyone else was going home, and half of it was just using as an excuse to take a vacation. I missed my ( Read more... )