Well if my life wasn't confusing enough last night my ex told me he wants us to get serious again. Part of me wants to and part of me doesn't. I told him I don't know right now because I have a few other people that I need to find out where I stand with. Basically I need to talk to my cowboy and find out what he wnats from me because one day he is ( Read more... )

Everything is back to normal or in my case everything sucks.

I saw my cowboy on Wednesday and he was avioding me so I went up to him and asked him a question and he snapped at me. I cried for a little bit but then some of my friends and my sister started cracking jokes and made me laugh.

Then last night I went to see Anacondas. I was going to go ( Read more... )

Well things have been good and bad lately. Right now I am sitting here in pain because I have a sprained back. I am also really drugged up because of that. Well if I ever talk to my supposed boyfriend I am going to officially end whatever relationship we had. As far as I am concerned as of a week ago it was over. He supposedly gets up, goes to work ( Read more... )

Well things have not been too good lately. I didn't get that job at the horse farm. I have no idea whyy because when I called I got the answering machine that said "if you are calling about the position it has been filled."I sat and cried for a good half hour. Then the guy that asked me to be his girlfriend disappeared until last night. He called ( Read more... )

Well I have finally had a good day. Wait let me rephrase that. I have finally had a GREAT day. I went to fill out a job application and the guy told me I have the most experience out of all the applications he has recieved. He also said hge is stopping taking them tomorrow (so basically if no one comes in with more experience than me I got the job ( Read more... )

Well things have calmed down some around here. My sister and I had a long talk and decided that we need to get over what happened because we are sisters no matter what. The whole family went camping for 5 days. It was fun at times and other times there was just too much family time. One person can only handle so much.

Well tonight I am going to ( Read more... )

Well things just keep gettin worse and worse for me. I found out that my sister flat out lied to my face about what happened at the cabin. She told me that all that happened is they kissed well I found out today that they had sex. This is only after I made a complete ass out of myself last night when I told off the guys ex. Now I have to appologize ( Read more... )

Well things have just gotten worse and more confusing around here. My sister is in so much trouble and she doesn't even know it yet. I'm not saying she doesn't deserve to be in trouble and I am not going to defend what she did because she was wrong. She can blame as much of it on the alcohol as she wants but there is no excuse for what she did. ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have done this but things have kind of been crazy around here. I really want to move out but I don't have the money and if I do I will have to drop out of college and I really don't want to do that.

Work is ok I guess I have just been there a lot. I have been working between 20 and 30 hours a week. I know that may not ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since I have done this. I have been busy with work and class. Well life at home sucks basically. Me and my mom's husband got into it yesterday. I was going to put my little brother in the chair so he would quit turning the tv off. I went to grab his arm because he was throwing himself ot the ground when my mom's husband ( Read more... )