Things haven't been that good
Well things have not been too good lately. I didn't get that job at the horse farm. I have no idea whyy because when I called I got the answering machine that said "if you are calling about the position it has been filled."I sat and cried for a good half hour. Then the guy that asked me to be his girlfriend disappeared until last night. He called while I was at work so when I got home I called him. We went to my work and watched the end of the village. We didn't watch it we talked. Seriously we talked. He was supposed to call me when he got home from work (supposedly 11:30-12). Well it is 12:45 and I haven't heard from him so I don't know what to think anymore. When I said I thought he had changed his mind when he disappeared he said he hadn't. I am just so confused. Plus I am starting to miss my cowboy. He hasn't been at the contest and I tried calling him and he didn't answer and hasnt called me back. I guess I really screwed things up with him. Well I am going to watch Monster with my cousin and eat sloppy joes.
Just wanted to say my usual his to my cousin Jaime (ILYUTTSDTTGARAR), my friend Stephanie(I miss having class with you and Kay, Hope you are having fun and call me sometime), and of course to the guy who made me look like a slut Greg (I'm sorry I had to end our affair maybe someday we can start it again).