So yesterday started off with me supposedly doing audience work out in Burbank. My agent told me the call time was at 1:30 when in fact it was 1:00. After a 3 hr trek on public transit/walking tothe NBC studio in Burbank (total fucking shithole), I was told "Your late! We don't need you!" I kind of took that symbolically. With a brisk fuck you ( Read more... )

I just got back from seeing it. My chest hurt about half way through the movie just from watching this guy eat of sorts of nasty-ass shit. It makes me glad I'm a vegan cause I don't know how I would be able to any of that crap after watch movie, but I am a bit biased ( Read more... )

Why does reality have to dissolve on me like every single day. Just riding around this town I can see that nothing is real. Everyone takes it all seriously. I have a pointless job, in a pointless city, in the most pointless area, or a equally pointless country. Really all these divisions are pointless. Even the relatively dense people at the ( Read more... )

I saw the most beautiful thing today. I was on the bus to go to school to sign up for some photo classes.. While I was on the bus a girl walks on with a red top, black skirt, black fishnets, and a black sweatery-thing. She had darker skin and long black hair. In her hair was a red rose. She had eyeliner on, heavily accentuating her eyes. She ( Read more... )

I just got back from the pride parade here. It so cool living is a city that has something like this here. I have never been to one before. The thing that impressed me the most out of anything was that there was a high school group emphasizing being comfortable with your choice of sexuality. They didn't even have anything like that when I was in ( Read more... )

Inside the insidious lair of our governments most protected secrets, the CIA anything can happen. All in all I had a great time. Met some cool people. More OC people actually. What's up with that? Maybe I should move there and spark a renaissance in the Magic Kingdom. There is actually a lot of crazy fringe stuff in the conservative capital ( Read more... )

It's Friday night. I should definitely be out doing something fun. But I'm not. I'm sitting here checking stuff out on ebay. I just bought a memory card for the camera that I don't have yet. At least I got it for a good price. I was a very spur the moment thing. I didn't even check out the seller stuff until after I won cause I only had about ( Read more... )

Go figure, 2 days after I'm ready to blow a whole county up I actually have a blast there, not in the literal sense. My friend was showing her documentary that I took some pictures for, though I still haven't seen them and that was like 2 weeks ago. Like Macbeth, tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just got back from an interview to do wedding photos. I felt so raped after that interview. It gave me so much more resolve to go off and do my own thing. I hate getting told what to do by other people. I have heard similar stories in different fields that have created success so I may as well try. After I post this I am going to start ( Read more... )

Fun dichotomies with marionettes each side moving at a time ( Read more... )