Okay, I'm posting something because I'm bored right now, I convieniently forgot I had this thing, and I might as well act as if I'm doing something creative. I have all of this extra energy since I thought there was something going on today, but alas I am two days late and ten dollars short. Being short the money doesn't really matter without a ( Read more... )

I'm going to Eterno tonight. I guess it's the Long Beach goth scene that is soon going to be put back in it's coffin. Life's funny like that. I just get here in time for the end. Not that the goth scene is necessarily all that great, but it's better than most, and of course the music tends to be a lot better. So yeah Full Moon, Full Glasses, ( Read more... )

He holds a fractal to his heart, trying to get it to merge with his Chakras. They are grimy with grease and decay. If only he was really human he wouldn't have to go for his regular chakra maintaince, he would just be able to maintain them with his mind, that is if he had one. Automatonic neurotic suicyborg. Some short circuit in the serotonic ( Read more... )

Walking down the street you see all the different cartoon faces of lives gone past. What could have be. What can be. What will never ever happen. One man shakes in an effort to control the spasming muscles of his body. Another reaches for change to go on the bus. All carrying on about their day to day lives, the same as I. Often I wonder ( Read more... )

I love thiscity. The only thought I had as I staggered home from the club. So many beautiful people. I love it. This after being depressed all day. Go figure.

I'm in Long Beach now. I got to celebrate the 23rd in Arcata, which is always nice, then a 2 day drive down to Summer Land. Long Beach it's so ghetto chic. Expensive houses, oil fields, project neighborhoods, barred windows. It's all here. The Apocalypse has definitely already happened in the LA area. I love it!. Now I understand why it's ( Read more... )

A plane, a train, and two buses later I'm in Arcata. I had the weirdest dreams on the bus, if the bus existed at all, if I'm really in Arcata. I kept dream that I was on the bus, and dreaming that I was driving on the road. It was really wind and raining and I couldn't control the car. I kept heading toward the barrier things. Suddenly, in ( Read more... )

Okay I'm packed. Still don't have a place to live, but whatever. Eris moves in mysterious ways. I'm really drunk so I hope this actually turns outs legibly. I go to hangout with my best friend here. We went to a bar so cliche I know but plans got fucked up so whatever. C'est la vie.

I can't fucking believe it. Tomorrow is my last day in Illinois. I work. I pack. I consume something or other. I go to a small party. Then that's it. Wodinsday I'm on a plane into SF. I'm going up to Arcata from there to pick up my shit. Get a U-Haul and go down to the LBC. I should really be sleeping now, but alas... I'm too exicited. I've ( Read more... )

The deer moves up and down the screen, pointing at all the different directions to run. How to see beyond the blind eye. How to stare off at nothingness. Exaustion eventually overcomes to the body. Predators gather around waiting for a midnight snack. Salivating at the sound of the wounded spirit. The thin trees cannont hide it's form. The ( Read more... )