wow. i haven't even opened this site in months. it's so bizarre to reread these and sometimes have no idea what i'm talking about. i sound like a psycho with all my metaphors haha ( Read more... )

Built in Girls - the wrens
sweet pretty things set out in motion
painted to doll and sleek with grace
the city has no real need to be nervous it's seen it all before
measured out life in lipstick and lashes
it's easy when you've been given such charms
tease a little smile, pull back your hair
toss around, walk around, act like you care
it's built in ( Read more... )

christmas is in less than three days. it's ridiculious how much things have changed since last christmas. how bizarre. this entire year is flying by! i feel like each day and week goes on forever, but then when i look back on it, they all add up and it's flying by, right in front of my face. i always tend to do things a little differently than ( Read more... )

i've been in a weird mood lately. i guess it's because everything is changing and i never thought it would be. some of these changes are good...like with swimming. i've changed my entire approach to it and i'm kicking ass...not to brag or anything :o ( Read more... )

i've been having these weird feelings recently. not recently, i'm just kidding. just last night. first time in a long time, might i add. maybe it's just the time of year. or a gut feeling. that usually happens ( Read more... )

last night ihad a dream i was at the beach and i was going to do some snorkling contest with kali. but it was also some kind of beauty pagent while snorkeling? and before you went in the water they checked out how you looked, like your hair, so i had to dye mine. and the snorkling contest took place at 6 pm when it was really dark, especially in ( Read more... )

i'm not sure what to say. i don't really know how to because i wasn't in your shoes....this time. i don't even know if you were mad at ME. but probably. and i can see where you're coming from. but also understand that it's not intentional and i know the same feeling. from you. it happened this summer. and i'm not saying this is karma--i'm saying i ( Read more... )

so i've been doing college stuff. it's so weird to think that this time next year, on this very day, i don't know what city or state i'll be in. what TIMEZONE i'll be in. my gosh. it seems so unfathmable. after this year, everything changes. my house will no longer be like "my home". i won't have the same rules. the same friends. the same dreams. i ( Read more... )

i've been so weird lately. i don't feel like doing anything, but the same time there's only one thing that i want to do. and i can tell you what i DON'T want. and that's to need to stress any more about colleges and the future. enough with the future. i don't know what's going to happen, i don't know what i want to do, and i have no stability. ( Read more... )

do you think so? i like to think it does. without that, i'd need to take responsibility for my actions. and who likes doing that? i can't help but feeling like everything i do and how i react to things that happen to me are supposed to happen and that it will all make sense someday ( Read more... )