everything happens for a reason?
do you think so? i like to think it does. without that, i'd need to take responsibility for my actions. and who likes doing that? i can't help but feeling like everything i do and how i react to things that happen to me are supposed to happen and that it will all make sense someday.
things that keep coming back to me especially. there's probabaly a reason why they keep coming back, right? im not crazy or stupid for letting them keep happening to me? there has to be something else. what if this is it! what if these are all signs that THIS, RIGHT HERE AND NOW, is how things are supposed to be? i just don't know.
i can't seem to make up my mind. if i go with how i FEEL, it's a definite answer. but if i go with LOGIC, it's the complete opposite. and everytime i make a decision, i seem to make the wrong one. but sometimes i think that it's the wrong choices that lead us to the right answers.
okay im getting ADD. done for now.
things that keep coming back to me especially. there's probabaly a reason why they keep coming back, right? im not crazy or stupid for letting them keep happening to me? there has to be something else. what if this is it! what if these are all signs that THIS, RIGHT HERE AND NOW, is how things are supposed to be? i just don't know.
i can't seem to make up my mind. if i go with how i FEEL, it's a definite answer. but if i go with LOGIC, it's the complete opposite. and everytime i make a decision, i seem to make the wrong one. but sometimes i think that it's the wrong choices that lead us to the right answers.
okay im getting ADD. done for now.