My fickle heart has gone and done exactly what I hoped it would not and I don't know how into Sean I am anymore. This whole Valentine's day fiasco and subsequent talk about it has left me reconsidering a few things, mainly what kind of person Sean is and his actual intelligence as compared to his perceived smarts. I talked to him yesterday via ( Read more... )

I am upset with my boyfriend because I didn't get to go on the overnight Valentines day hike and he still went, but never asked me if I would be bothered by this. I am not that bothered. I am bringing it up. I spent Friday feeling so dumb and crying over a stupid boy. I told him to hurt me and to call me which he hasn't done yet. If I don't get ( Read more... )

I came here to write it all down and now I have nothing to say.

I've got to get to work!

I can't sleep. I was awakened by "my pain" as I refer to it and now I can't go to sleep again because I'm not exactly tired and it keeps firing ( Read more... )

I have 2, 10 page papers to write. One is due Monday, the other Tuesday. I will be examining the life of Fauziya Kassindja as it illustrates themes of personal agency and African Feminism, as well as issues of women's human rights. The other paper will be focusing on the experiences of women in the U.S. prison system and women in Serbian rape camps ( Read more... )

Sean went to Boston yesterday to check out MIT and he hung out with Andy while he was there. Texted me for his number and all. And they legit hung out. I thought they would jam which would seem semi normal, but I asked Andy and they got beer and pizza and smoked pot and played video games. What boys. Why did this happen? Why did Sean want to call ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving was fun, but I spent most of it wishing I was back home in New Brunswick. It made me very homesick. I love you family and they're great, but I kind of just wanted my mom. Or Sean. Who hasn't called. And I want him to and I don't know where we stand with this whole thing. The best part of my Thanksgiving trip was the train ride of ( Read more... )

This morning Guinea gave birth to 4 babies. Actually it was afternoon. I'm excited and everyone is alright, but I'm also a little sad I'll never get to feel her pregnant belly again. I love pregnant bellies. Life is very cool and intense from conception to birth and beyond. I need to stop watching Bringing Home Baby every morning ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got a job as a waitress and started working at Marita's Cantina. I'm excited.

Tonight I have a date with Sean in they city and I want to get laiddddd. Although, I cut the shit outta my vajayjay while shaving and it stings pretty bad. Oh well. I'm still fucking fucking.

Holy motherfucking crap. My none too eloquent thoughts are just that. It still doesn't feel real ( Read more... )