Feb 15, 2009 18:32
I am upset with my boyfriend because I didn't get to go on the overnight Valentines day hike and he still went, but never asked me if I would be bothered by this. I am not that bothered. I am bringing it up. I spent Friday feeling so dumb and crying over a stupid boy. I told him to hurt me and to call me which he hasn't done yet. If I don't get some sort of message from him by tomorrow, I'm thinking this may not be worth it. Silly it may seem, but I'm fucking right. I wasn't expecting anything for Valentine's, and I wouldn't have wanted anything anyway. I only wanted to spend time with you, but you decided you'd rather go hiking with your brother instead of even asking me if I would be hurt about it. I don't even know when I started being your girlfriend, dude. It was cute at first, but now I'm thinking you need to bring me into this a little more.
Still, today was really great as high school dreams were realized. A lovely matinee showing of RENT in a stunning theater starring none other than Anthony Rapp and Adam Pascal, with the added treat of Gwen Stewart. We were very high up and I didn't like Sarah's neurotic friend Jillian, but nothing could wipe away my smile or goosebumps. Overall the whole cast was sensational and it was a really killer performance. I cried. I am my mother more and more.
Otherwise things are good. I applied to Teach for America on a whim. We'll see how this goes.