its been a crazy week, but this weekend so far has made up for it being shitty ( Read more... )

my mums in the hospital again ( Read more... )

this last week has been hard. I wanted to break down and cry all week. i haven't been able to eat hardly at all. i do eat, and then it all ends up coming back up ( Read more... )

the last few days have been the best i've had in a while. my mum and ing went out of town for a couple days. I had a bunch of friends come over... and well. you can guess what happened. The best part was Jeremy was here for all of it. I thought for sure that he would start trying to be mr. tough guy again, and make up some story that he had plans. ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of life. The last few weeks i've been thinking of jumping in the car, and just driving far far away, and not coming back. Not telling anyone where i'm going. Nothing. Just be gone. From this world. I'm looking forward to this weekend, and i'm also dreading it. I have SO much shit to do before i leave tomorrow, and so many people ( Read more... )

Last night, Sarah put together a bonfire party at the beach for my birthday. It was a lot of fun. There was a lot of people. The highlights were Jay falling on the fire. Doesn't sound funny but it was. The look on his face was great. He didn't actually fall on it, but he got close enough, that when he got up, embers fell from his shirt. He also ( Read more... )

for the past month, i've been trying to set up for my b-day... and now its so close, and i just don't give a flying fuck anymore. I want people around. That all i care. I have a feeling its gunna turn out to be like last year, where everyone wanted it to be "so special" so they decided to suprise me with stuff, and in the end, i was sick off it, ( Read more... )

Life's been real crazy. One of those things where its up and down on the roller coaster. I'm really happy. I'm dating a new guy who actually cares about me, and goes out of his way to call me, and stuff. He takes me out, and buys me suff. I'm gunna take Dave's belt buckle back to the store, that i got him for his birthday, because I think its ( Read more... )

life has taken such a huge turn as of yesterday ( Read more... )

Dave and I

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