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life has taken such a huge turn as of yesterday.
i was offered a job as a office manager for one of the doctors offices. Great idea right? yeah... some what. I don't like the doctor. He's a cocky bastard. THe only reason i was interested was because he mentioned benifits and hire pay. But talking to them today, they told me i wouldn't get benifits, and that i'd basically in the end, end up getting paid the same that i am at the deli. So itd be pointless for me to take it, because i'd be in the same situation money wise and all. And I'd probably be very un happy. So... i dunno. I'm gunna decide on monday.
I'm leaving tomorrow to go to my dads. Hans has a huge football game tomorrow, that my families all going to. I'm scared about seeing my dad. But whatever.
I went up to the mountains the other day, and got to see old family friends. I also got to see the Sisk's which was the best. I missed Stina so much, and it was so nice to sit down and talk to her.
i got a lot on my mind. My chest hurts, i haven't been able to keep food down for the last week, my body aches, and i just want to find a corner and sit in it, all curled up, forever.... and never be seen by the world again.
i was offered a job as a office manager for one of the doctors offices. Great idea right? yeah... some what. I don't like the doctor. He's a cocky bastard. THe only reason i was interested was because he mentioned benifits and hire pay. But talking to them today, they told me i wouldn't get benifits, and that i'd basically in the end, end up getting paid the same that i am at the deli. So itd be pointless for me to take it, because i'd be in the same situation money wise and all. And I'd probably be very un happy. So... i dunno. I'm gunna decide on monday.
I'm leaving tomorrow to go to my dads. Hans has a huge football game tomorrow, that my families all going to. I'm scared about seeing my dad. But whatever.
I went up to the mountains the other day, and got to see old family friends. I also got to see the Sisk's which was the best. I missed Stina so much, and it was so nice to sit down and talk to her.
i got a lot on my mind. My chest hurts, i haven't been able to keep food down for the last week, my body aches, and i just want to find a corner and sit in it, all curled up, forever.... and never be seen by the world again.