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for the past month, i've been trying to set up for my b-day... and now its so close, and i just don't give a flying fuck anymore. I want people around. That all i care. I have a feeling its gunna turn out to be like last year, where everyone wanted it to be "so special" so they decided to suprise me with stuff, and in the end, i was sick off it, and ran off crying. People better not do that this year.
Jeremy called me tonight, which was nice. I already miss him, even though he only left last night. But still. Its the idea that he's not right down the street from me, and that I can't go over there at any time, to see him. I'm not going to see him til monday, which really sucks. He's not even going to be around for my bday. He had plans though, which i can't understand, and we have only been going out for a week. I don't expect him to drop everything for me. Thats not right. Oh well.
Tonight was fun... I'm glad my whole family was around. Only my dad was missing, and that sucks. But i did get to talk to him on the phone. He actually talked to me, and appligized for acting like a dick when i saw him a few weeks ago. GGod that was only 2 weeks ago. Holy crap...
Chris is taking Sarah and I out for dinner tomorrow night in celebration of my bday. It'll be fun. Maybe Thera and Brandon will come. Next weekend, all my buddies witll be around, so sarah's gunna pull something toether for me. It'll be great. Jeremy, Adrienne, Thera, Brandon, maybe Tash, and a few other people. will be there. Can't wait.
I think now I'm gunna go upstairs and read. I'd prefere to go outside and smoke real quick... maybe I will. I feel so weird smoking with my brother around, but... yeah.
adios
Jeremy called me tonight, which was nice. I already miss him, even though he only left last night. But still. Its the idea that he's not right down the street from me, and that I can't go over there at any time, to see him. I'm not going to see him til monday, which really sucks. He's not even going to be around for my bday. He had plans though, which i can't understand, and we have only been going out for a week. I don't expect him to drop everything for me. Thats not right. Oh well.
Tonight was fun... I'm glad my whole family was around. Only my dad was missing, and that sucks. But i did get to talk to him on the phone. He actually talked to me, and appligized for acting like a dick when i saw him a few weeks ago. GGod that was only 2 weeks ago. Holy crap...
Chris is taking Sarah and I out for dinner tomorrow night in celebration of my bday. It'll be fun. Maybe Thera and Brandon will come. Next weekend, all my buddies witll be around, so sarah's gunna pull something toether for me. It'll be great. Jeremy, Adrienne, Thera, Brandon, maybe Tash, and a few other people. will be there. Can't wait.
I think now I'm gunna go upstairs and read. I'd prefere to go outside and smoke real quick... maybe I will. I feel so weird smoking with my brother around, but... yeah.
adios