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Last night, Sarah put together a bonfire party at the beach for my birthday. It was a lot of fun. There was a lot of people. The highlights were Jay falling on the fire. Doesn't sound funny but it was. The look on his face was great. He didn't actually fall on it, but he got close enough, that when he got up, embers fell from his shirt. He also drop a couple bottles, and freaked out. Brandon and Jeremy built the fire fucking huge. You could stand 15 feet away from it, and still be stripping off clothes cause it was so hot. It was a bunch of fun. Then brandon did all his impressions. It ended with everyone on the ground cracking up.
Chris, Tara and Brandon eventually went home, and then an hour later everyone else went their own ways. Sarah and I followed Jeremy to his place, and Jay, Adrienne and Max went to Jay's house. The night ended with every, with me and Adrienne balling our eyes out in the girls bathroom. We started talking about... stuff and she lost it, and i felt so bad for making her cry, that i started crying, and telling her over and over again how sorry i was. I don't know what to do about this situation. Her and I are both chicken shit and don't want to come face to face and talk about it, but i got the guts to last night, and she lost it. So i promised i wouldn't talk about it anymore, unless she asked me to.
It was all in all a good night though. I spent the night at Jeremy's, and then came home earlier today to clean house, and get things done aroudn here. He has to work some today, but hopefully I'll be able to see him today again. Maybe even spend the night again.
I got another job offer, and I'm gunna do everything I can to get it. Its basically exactly what I've been looking for, and I need it. When I told Jeremy, I thought he was gunna have a heart attack. He's been trying to get me to get a job at the hospital since we first started dating. So it was way cool. I'm not sure how Sarah feels about it, but this offer sounds good, and it feels good. I can't wait til my interview.
so anyways. Yeah.
I need to call so many people.... Miss you all. Kisses!
Chris, Tara and Brandon eventually went home, and then an hour later everyone else went their own ways. Sarah and I followed Jeremy to his place, and Jay, Adrienne and Max went to Jay's house. The night ended with every, with me and Adrienne balling our eyes out in the girls bathroom. We started talking about... stuff and she lost it, and i felt so bad for making her cry, that i started crying, and telling her over and over again how sorry i was. I don't know what to do about this situation. Her and I are both chicken shit and don't want to come face to face and talk about it, but i got the guts to last night, and she lost it. So i promised i wouldn't talk about it anymore, unless she asked me to.
It was all in all a good night though. I spent the night at Jeremy's, and then came home earlier today to clean house, and get things done aroudn here. He has to work some today, but hopefully I'll be able to see him today again. Maybe even spend the night again.
I got another job offer, and I'm gunna do everything I can to get it. Its basically exactly what I've been looking for, and I need it. When I told Jeremy, I thought he was gunna have a heart attack. He's been trying to get me to get a job at the hospital since we first started dating. So it was way cool. I'm not sure how Sarah feels about it, but this offer sounds good, and it feels good. I can't wait til my interview.
so anyways. Yeah.
I need to call so many people.... Miss you all. Kisses!